Leaving my thoughts and feelings!!

2010-04-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

im back to blog for after soOO long..
its been awhile since i last blog..
i was busy with work and im feeling tired when i get back home from work..
and im kinda lazy too..
so this explains why im blogging once in awhile..

before i start anything..
i just want to say..
HAPPY BDAY OU XIANG!!! =D

recently, alot of things had happen around me..
be it good, bad, fun, etc..
i know its part and parcel of life..
but sometimes i just cant bring myself to believe what had happen..
well, i guess..
thats life..
i cant stop it or change it..
because i dont have the power to do so and im not soOo great in that sense that i can change it..
but all i know is that..
if there is anything i can do within my needs..
i will do it..
coz i dont want to regret it in the future..
im going to treasure it, be it good things or bad things..

okie ar.. enough of that..
let's talk about some happy and fun stuffs..

met up with wife after my course on Friday and headed to woodlands and lot 1 before heading for home..
she has been saying, its been a long time since she last saw me..
i agree ar, its been sometime since i last saw her..
because im busy with work and all..
dinner at pasta miana..
been a long time since we last ate that..
and we bought some pouch with cost less than 10 bucks for the wallet shop..
its soOo cheap lor..
headed for home after that..

met up with my mates the other day for yet another bonding session..
its always fun meeting them..
because you never expect what and where we are going next..
went to bliss cafe for supper..
drove there and i almost got lost, lucky ah pa was in the car with me to lead the way..
stayed till the cafe close which is around 2am plus before heading to pasir ris for bowling session..
after bowling session, we headed to changi airport for chit chatting session before heading for home as some of them wanted to take the first bus home..
stayed till 6am plus before heading for home..

met up with my peeps to have an early celebration for Ou Xiang..
rushed down to timbre after work..
had loads of fun with them..
and we're doing crazy things again..
OMG!! but its fun and i dun care ar..
coz the place is dark and people dont get to see what you are doing.. haha..
drink alot too ar..
no choice, coz bday boy offer de, so cant turn him down..
cab home after that..
i had fun..
below are some pics taken, but not all as im waiting for them to upload the photos from their camera..

had very little sleep the past few days..
so i look like a walking zombie for that past few days..
so im trying to rest early for this week if not im going to be a walking zombie AGAIN!!
till then..

2010-03-17T20:23:00.005+08:00

This is going to be a long post with pictures too..

So I’ll try to summaries as short as possible hor..

So you all don’t have to take a long time to read this post..

IM BACK FROM MY INDUCTION PROGRAM!!! (02/03/2010-15/03/2010)
two weeks away from work, tv and many more..
though it was tough at first, but eventually i've gotten used to it..
first few days of induction was kinda boring as I did not know the people there except for one whom I went to sign my contract with and one whom I met at the dinning hall..

as I say, the first two days were boring, but due to the team-bonding sessions we had, I get to know more people..
and the people there are really really nice, though they come from different office, but we seem to bond together really fast.. (I like)

shared a room with my roomie, “mummy” and another lady from my divison..
it was fun staying in the same room as them..
coz “mummy” will take care of us..
roomie will sing old songs for me and crack lame jokes for me..

for one of the days, we had outdoor cooking..

so we went to Vivo city to get our food..

OF COZ i went there to get it..

coz i've been staying in camp for soOO long that i yearn to go out for some breather..

sounds pathetic right..

i had fun during the outdoor cooking..=)

made loads of new frends too.. =D
didn’t know that they are as crappy as me until I know them..
and we’re always crapping nonsense here and there..
and some of them became my “relatives” too..
I have a new ah pa, 3 new sisters, 1 mummy, 1 roomie and 3 tai tais..
And as you all know, there are no tv in the camp, so our daily entertainment is to go out somewhere nearby for supper..
YES!! That is our DAILY routine.. SUPPER!!

I FEEL SOOOOO FAT AFTER THIS INDUCTION..=(

but at the same time, i enjoyed it too..

contraditicing?? YES!!
But there are times we went for some drinks at the nearby pub too..

and by going for drinks, we get to know each other more and more secrets are OUT!!=D

Had our farewell dinner at The Manhattan Fishmarket @ The Central.

its was Cheri's bday too..

so we did a mini celebration for her..

and she was shocked, as much as we had guess..

after dinner, we didnt know where to go as we're in a big group of 30 peeps..

so we decided to split into 2 groups after reaching boat quay..

went to coloboy for drinking and singing session while the rest headed for sisha..

left the pub at ard 1am plus and headed back to camp..

reached camp and some of them complain hungry..

so headed to the prata shop for supper AGAIN!!!

last day of the induction was our presentation day...

sOOo nervous..

but well, just get it done with and everything will be fine..

lucky our group was the first, so we had it done fast and quick..

after that, went to pack our bags and we're ready for home..

did some exchange pressie to my secret pal too..

and its really fun..=D

thanks to all who wrote the small letters to me..

REALLY APPERICATE IT!!!=D

took loads of pictures too..

but i'll just upload some of them hor..

Though two weeks aren’t long and aren’t short..
But it passes by soOO quickly when we're having fun..

I WILL REALLY MISS MY INDUCTION MATES..

coz they bring me tons of laugher and gossips..

and just after we went off on friday itself..

i started to miss them..

coz my surroundings are soOO much quieter..

where im soOO used to their voices ard me..

and we're all looking forward to Monday as we have another 1 last course together before we get back to work..

went to Vivo city for dinner on monday after our course..

dinner at sushi teh..

food was nice..

rot,nua and talk there till the place closed and we made our way home..

alot of things i didnt expected was being said too..

i definately going to miss them..

okie..

i'll stop all the missing here and missing there..

here are the pictures..

Corhort pictures..=)the Tai Tai club..=Dah pa and his 4 daughthers..=Droomie..=)presentation group picture..=)

i'll end here..

take care peeps..=)

p.s. i cant believe i did that..

2010-02-27T15:00:00.002+08:00

im back to blog..
i think its been quite some time since i blog..
since i have the time, so here i am..

recently, alot of things have happen..
be it good or bad..
and i've told myself, dont you even do the same thing if not i dun know what will i do to you..
and i mean what i say..

since you think that you're soOO great and all..
then what for are you here saying all those rubbish and not showing it..
are you just trying to just say and not do so that people can admire you?
but well, i just dun give a damn unless you came and find fault at me..

since your decision had been made, i will respect your decision..
just hope that you will be happier this way..
as i think that you will be happy compared to being ard us..
this is your choice and i wont physco you to change it..
this is the life you want..
the life you have always dream for..
i wont and cant stop you..
if there is anything, you can still come look for me..
im always here for you if you ever notice..
my ears and shoulder will be here for you..
just wanna wish you all the best in everything you do..

been to Universal Studio and The Casino..
and its soOOo nice..
i want to go there again..
i want to play the things in Universal Studio..

its been a busy week for me, but im enjoying coz of..
though its tired, but its worth it..
though sometimes im not able to make it..
but at least i know..

meetups next week with them..
i wanna meet my frends before i get really really busy..
BUT NO WORRIES..
I WILL STILL MAKE TIME FOR YOU GUYS, MY FRENDS..

okie..
i'lll stop here..
take care peeps..=)

2010-02-14T03:00:00.002+08:00

Since i have the time now and im not sleeping soon..
i decided to blog..
wanna wish all my FRIENDS a very HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
its time of the year again where children will be soOO happy..
why??
coz they can collect red packets..
我也不例外。。
and, there will be a additional person to collect ang pao from..=)
tiring day today, but i had fun..

basically, i have tons to say, but my mind seems like it not functioning..
tink im soOO woren out that my brain refused to function..
all i can say is that..
im THANKFUL and im HAPPY..
i MISS my FRIENDS too..
will update soon..=)

2010-02-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

omg..
i've neglected my blog ONCE again..
sooOo sorry..
i promised to blog more often.. (provided im not lazy or tired)

OH YEAH!!!
5 more days to CNY..
5 more days to Valentine's day..(wonder how do couple spilt themselves up?)
5 more days to a new year with new of everything..
5 more days to a year where im going to be soOOO busy with work and all..
5 more days to everything..=)

celebrated VALENTINE'S day with my gals the other day..
went to NP for breakfast before heading down to bugis and down to chinatown to buy stuffs and clothes..
at least this year wasnt that rush in getting clothes compared to last year..
as we had all planned out nicely..
just simply love meeting my gals..
coz we always have fun..
and our fun is always soOO unigue that you guys cant imagine.. (plz dun anyhow think hor)
we are always fun in our own ways..
doing stupid things.. ALWAYS..

met up with the other peeps too..
love meeting them as its been a long time since we met up as we're all busy with work..

and to my peeps..
faster meet up ar..
coz its been a long time since i meet u guys le..

okie..
take care peeps..=)

2010-01-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

oh yeah..
after much consideration..
i've come to a decision..
I DECIDED TO GET AN IPHONE INSTEAD OF SATIO..
there will be NO MORE CHANGES..
i promised..
i considered it for a long long time and after doing all those cancellation and stuffs..
i decided on the IPHONE..
yes, im waiting for my voucher to come before i go get it..
i'll wait till they waved off the 2 years bond before i get it..
cant wait..
hope it comes faster..=)

new idea for CNY..
i'll take durains to bai nian instead of oranges..
but the durians is for "someone" only..=)
take care peeps..

p.s. i haevn get my CNY clothes..
p.s.s. feeling happy..=D

2010-01-14T09:46:00.002+08:00

im back..
i know its been some time since i blog..
and i have a feeling to do so and so im here..

i really dun know what to blog..
all i can say is that im busy at work..
working mostly night shift..
but what to do..
haven been meeting up my frends recently coz of the hetic scehdule..
so im planning out some time to meet them..

planning to change a phone really soon..
coz its playing games on me by shutting VERY often nowadays..
like at least 5 times a day..
FED UP with the stupid phone..
but im waiting till march so i dun have to committe 2 years to a phone and i can change whenever i like and nt waiting for 18mths to change..
im still thinking of a iphone or a satio..
omg..
not sure which phone to take..
iphone is because of the white colour and functions (maybe)
satio is also because of the red colour and maybe the functions too..
really dun know which one to get..
im still thinking..

i want a holiday soon..
i want to get out of this country asap just to relax before i start my battle..
waiting for stupid wife to renew her passport so we can book the filght..
waiting for the rest of the gals to confirm if they wanna go..
so i need to chek with them again..
alrightly..
i'll stop here..
back to work and i'll update soon..
i promise..
p.s. i miss my peeps too..

2009-12-30T14:44:00.003+08:00

alrightly..
since i have some time to spare now..
i'll just use this some spare time to blog..
if not i wont have the time again..

2010 is coming in like 2 days time..
time passes soOo fast..
and a year has passed..
counting down tml..

Year 2009,
one of the years which i dont find it good..
dont ask me why..
its just maybe the things that had happen around me that make me feel this way..
i've learnt alot of things..
be it new or old things, i've learnt everything from the basic..
im grateful to have those happy and unhappy expercience..
it let me know that i have to do my best in order to prove myself..
been through alot of ups and downs..(i dont mean in a relationship)
and through this crisis, i've grown up even more..
im putting all those unhappy memories down and look forward to 2010 with a great smile and open arms..
*its time to let everything go..
*new year..
*new day..
*new life..
*new everything.. im putting the past down and look into the future..

Year 2010,
im looking forward to a brand new start..
welcoming it with a big big smile and open arms..
i believe what i reap will eventually come back to me..
i reap what i sow..(a phrase that Judi will always say)
2010..
HERE I COME..=)

going to be a "mummy" in 2010 too..
cant wait to see my "child"..=)
is it a boy or gal?
only time will tell..

take care peeps..
meet up soon hor..=)

2009-12-29T23:25:00.005+08:00

im sorry, i know that i've neglected this placee for a long long long time..

i promise to blog often..

coz firstly,im lazy..

secondly, im tired when i come back from work..

but well, im back..

had a small xmas gathering with my peeps a few weeks back..

i kinda miss them coz they are my peeps..

and i wanted to see them botak too..

had dinner at shabu shabu at marnia square..

the food was just okie only, not alot of variety..

and most of them wasnt full..

and you know what..

we were surrounded by the army information and all when they start talking..

but well, we're okie with it..

no choice also..

but at least they included us in the whole topic and can you believe im talking about army stuffs even though i dun go for army..

cool right?

our dinner..=)

after dinner was exchange pressies time..

its difficult to buy something unisex..

but well, we managed to find it..

we did it by drawing lots..

and we're soOoo nosiy that practically the whole restaruant was filled with our laughters and all..

and we did have loads of fun exchanging pressies..

below are some of the exchange pics..

didnt have all coz we forget to take some of it..

our brother "botak" gang..=)

our group pics..=)other pics..=)i totally had fun..

must meet up soon for another gathering..

till then peeps..

take care..=)

p.s. its time to let everything go..

2009-11-26T09:24:00.001+08:00

wooohooo..
my stupid wife or i should say my dearest wife is back from "CHINA" le..
haha..
im soOOo happy..
and when she come back from other country..
she will definately ask me..
you got miss me anot..
hahah..
and my answer will always be..
(she know de ar)
but yesterday when she come back..
she asked the same question again..
and you know what i told her..
i do miss her abit ar..
so untypically me..
but its real..
actually i have tons to blog..
but my mind seems to clog up somehow..
haha..
thats soOO me right?

went to malaysia last saturday to buy some daily stuffs..
and our hands are full of stuffs not saying our bags too..
and went for foot massage too..
and its soOO relaxing..
wifey..
lets go in one day and try it..
foot and shoulder massage..
coz i know the both of us need it..
haha..

work is still okie..
just that one of me collauge's dad is in hospital..
hope everything goes well for his dad..
and to sunshie,
stay strong ar and remember to eat your meals ar..
take care peeps..=)

2009-11-11T09:28:00.002+08:00

alrightly..
i haven been blogging for a long long time..
coz im really busy with work..
not "busy" that "busy"..
its just that im working night shift almost everyday..
so by the time i reached home..
im soOOo tired and lazy to blog and just headed off to bed..
but i'll try to blog more often ya..
dun have time for frends and fanily too..=(
but well..
that's working life (for shift work)
you tend to miss out alot of things and all..
but i have no choice too..
i will spend more time with them..
i promise..

met up with my sisters on monday..
went bugis for dinner and shopping session..
met up with them after one week..
and my poor wife has lost her phone..
and she dun noe where she drop it..
and as judi said..
she miss us soOoo much..
and what i am going to say next is soOoO rare..
coz they seldom hear me say this..
i do miss them too ar..
and i miss my other frends too..
lets meet up soon okie..=)

take care peeps..=)
i blog and post pics the next entry..=)

2009-10-28T12:15:00.005+08:00

as promised in the last post..
im supposed to upload the photos for sia's bday..
and i didnt break my promise..
there you go..

with the bday gal..=)

met up with my gals for dinner and dessert session a few days back..
and as you know me, i cant remember when did we meet up..
so below are the photos for that few days..

foodie photos are below.. (YUMMY)

desserts are below..
and they are MY FAVOURITES..=)

nice decroation, i simply LOVE the HEART..
ice-cream again..
that's my favourite..

kbox-inf with my babes on saturday..
had loads of fun singing all the old songs..
we sound soooO oldie..
went for dinner then headed to ikea to buy some stuffs before heading home..
and when we're in ikea..
people were staring at us as if we are 3 roomates decorating our new homes,
or maybe we look like young moms..=X
omg ar..
and whats funny is that we took the trolley and put our bags instead of putting our stuffs that we're buying..
had fun with my babes..
more meet up session hor..=)
till then..=)

2009-10-21T11:01:00.003+08:00

alrightly..
haven been blogging foe quite some time already..
coz, as you all know, im really busy this few days and im lazy too..
that results in me, not blogging..
but i'll do a little update now..

cant bear to leave there, coz all of them treat me very good when i was there..
its sooO nice to have met them..
and thank them for the winnie the pooh and the dinner treat..=)
will try to help you guys out during my off days..(as promised)
changed of a new environment..
for those who know, thats great.. [coz i told you guys,=)]
for those who doesn't, just text me and i;ll let you guys know..
secrective??
yeah.. thats what i wan it to remain..=)

been sick since monday..
had a really bad gastric flu and can you believe..
i vomited 7 times in a days..
omg..
was feeling soOO sick..
thanks to all for your concern..
i really appreciated it alot..
thanks guys..=)

went to wan sia's bday celebration on sunday..
had fun..
and the theme was retro..
did our best by dressing retro-ing..
but i guess i didnt did that good..
but well, it was fun..=)
pics will be uploaded in the next post, coz im lazy..(as usual)

confessions of a shopperholic..
what does this mean??
text me to find out more..
coz i wont be saying much in my blog..
coz i dun wanna do it..

okie..
i'll stop here..
take care peeps..=)

2009-10-14T16:42:00.002+08:00

this is a very short post..
im here just to wish 2 peeps happy birthday..
more updates will be up soon..
coz im a little lazy..

first person on the list:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNHOW!!!

second on the list:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIU GE!!!

may the both of you have all your dreams come true and all the best in everything you do..
and to niu ge, keep moo-ing ar..
and to da ge, good luck for your army..

2009-10-04T21:03:00.005+08:00

alrighty..
i know im late..
but im here to wish everyone a belated happy mooncake festival..
hope everyone had fun playing with the candles and lantern yesterday night..

been really busy the whole of yesterday..
but im not as busy as my frend who is getting married on this very day..
(i'll talk about this in a few..)
wake as early as 6am and headed to tampines to do something
where i actually slept at 3am..
headed home at around 2pm plus, to get myself ready for my frend's wedding..
reached hme around 4 plus and get myself ready..
by the time im ready, im freaking late, coz im supposed to meet my babe at tanjong pargar mrt at 0645pm..
but im still at hme when the clock strike 6pm.. (sorry babe)
so headed down by cab with jy after she's done with her hair..
reached there around 7pm plus and we headed in..
and so after signing the book and all..
we sat down to look at her wedding photos..
its simply soooO nice..
and she's beautiful..=)
and when i was about to head to the table, guess who i saw..
yes, i saw jeff..
and he was shocked..(just as i've guessed he would)
and what he ask nxt was..(if i never remember wrongly)
he asked, WHERE IS JUDI??
i said she's not here coz she dun know my frend..
and he asked me , why am i here??
i said im her secondary school frend that's why im here..(i think he forget that she's my sec school frend)
and so, everything started at around 8pm plus including her solemonsation..
and she's really beautiful ar..
and as what they say..
when we, women get married, we are the most beautiful person on earth for that day..
dinner was still okie..
and as they start playing the video,
i saw our pics, our secondary school pics..
it brought back memories and upon seeing it, i was laughing sooOo hard that i practically looks like im crying..
left there ard 10pm plus and headed to lau pa sat to have supper with my babes..
coz she was feeling hungry as she didnt eat much during dinner, or i sld say she couldn't eat but she still ate..
confused?? not really ar.. i understand can le.. hahaha..
headed for movies aftermath,
but there wasnt any show..
so we sat down for chit chatting session before heading home..

uopn reaching home,
i got a call from my gang saying that they want to play lantern and candles..
so i agreed and when to meet them..
no pics are taken as we're all wearing very sloppishly..
so we decided not to take any..
but i really did have fun for both events..=)

time really files and most of the people ard me are getting married..
people as usual are asking me why are they getting married sooO early..
i really dun know..
all i can say is that they had found someone who can hold their hands together and be there for one another no matter what happens..
and i think sonner or later, people will ask me this question..
coz my babes has already asked me..
till now,
i've attend a total of 5 weddings..
and i have a few more weddings and birthday parties on hand..=)
my pocket is giving me a BIG BIG BIG HOLE soon..
but well,
its worth it..=)
coz an event like this will bring back tons of memories and meet up with frends that i've haven seen for sometime..
that's why i simply love it and tend to think of the consequence later..

when i saw her stepping down the ariel with he hubby, i felt really touched..
a frend whom i've know for 9 years is getting married..
thats goes to my babe too..
these 9 years arent that long and they arent short..
but we had gone tru alot during this 9 years of friendship..
seeing you found someone to spend you rest of you life with, i really really happy for you..
and you indeed look really beautiful yesterday..
faster have a baby soon..
so we can play with your baby and dress him up with all the winnie the pooh clothes..
just as what babe's baby will dressed in once she had one..
and by saying this..
it reminds me of 老大,"laoda" they all..
only those who know this winnie the pooh thinggy will know who am i saying..
right my babes and ye..=)
congrads once again..=)

pictures from yeaterday..=)
the cute and lovely couple..

i love th colour of her dress.. coz its reddddddd..
and its one of my favourite colour and it looks great on her too..=)

at lau pa sat..

and these are the doraemon that wife "eat" amd collect for me..
thanks..=)

2009-09-30T16:59:00.002+08:00

suddenly have the urge to blog..
maybe it's because i heard that one of my friend's grandfather had passed away today..
it reminds me of the day my grandfather,grandmother and uncle had left me due to sickness..
though they are not physically here with me now..
but they will always be living in my heart..
though i tend to look like i dont give a damn to them..
but deep down inside me, im feeling terribly sad when they had left me..
though i dont shed my tears infront of them..
(coz im not the kind who will shed my tears down infront of my friends and family members)
but i still did eventually when i saw them being pushed in into the burning flames..
i cant hold it back eventually..
coz its rolling down uncontrolablely..
i just simply cant stop it..
or i should say i wont stop it..
coz its been kept within me for days..
and im letting out all at once..

friends do know me for my strong side..
but not all of them know the fragile side of me..
coz i tend to not to show it infront of them..
i would rather cry in my owwn space and not letting them worry..
but they do know when is the fragile side of me coming out..
but given my kind of character, i will do my best to hide it till i cant do it..
this post is not only delicated to my grandfather,grandmother and my uncle..
this is also delicated to my friends too..
those who had gone tru thick and thin with me..
i really appreciated it a MILLION TIMES..
and i mean it..

i do really miss them and i hope they are doing well in the underneath world..
its been a great honoured to have you all as my uncle, grandfather and grandmother..
and i know that i've delicated some of the post to them..
but to me, i know its not enough..
coz i wont forget the things you all had done..(applies to all my friends too)..
take care peeps..=)

2009-09-28T16:32:00.003+08:00

alrightly..
im here to blog coz my office printer is down and i cant do my things..
hence..
i'll use the time here to blog..
just in case in lazy to blog at hme..
thats me..
always being soOOo lazy to blog..=)

well..
i basically cant remember what i did these past few days..
all i can remember is that..
i went in to malaysia with my babe to buy mooncake..
maybe its an influence from judi who always go there every year to buy mooncakes out..
and the mooncakes are not bad..
bought some out..
and i love the characoal mooncake..
coz its just soOO special..
and of coz its black.. coz its characoal
maybe you can find it in some places..
but im not sure where is it??
but i saw it at taka's mooncake festival..=)
so you guys can go there to have a look and try it..=)
oh ya..
and babe went in to see clothes too..
coz we're thinking of what shirt to waer for our frend's wedding..
so in the end,
we went in to see if there is any clothes..
and indeed..
there is..
coz she bought some clothes(but i dun noe if she is wearing it to the dinner or to work)
got influence by her to get this clothes..
and its nice ar..
bought a cardian with hoddie..
and i simply love hoodie..=)
so went ahead and get it..

and till now..
i still dun noe what to wear for my frend's wedding..
im still thinking..

just simply wondering..
they help you to do soOoo much things..
and this is what they get from you..
you proberly have a soft hear..
i dun blame you..
but you also have to use youe eyes to look at things and decided which of it are true..
and not just by hearing..
im in no postition to comment anything..
but i just feel sooOo unfair..
well, thats life..
thats one of the things you have to bear and go tru..
not all people will have this experience..
but i know that there is at least one who will have this experience..

im really tired of this..
and i going to stick to my promise and do it..
i really dun noe..
but sld i or sld i not..
its up to me to decide..
but for now..
i know
whats the ans and its a no..=)

2009-09-20T21:11:00.002+08:00

had been feeling MOODLESS out of a sudden the past few days..
dun noe why..
just have a sudden change of mood and feeling..
as if smt is going to happen ard me/to my frends..
i hate that kind of feeling..
but i just simply cant get rid of it..
coz its like nvr going to go away until smt good/bad happens..
but well..
i'll just leave it..
sorry if i let any of you guys worry..(you know who you are)
im fine already..=)

met up with my babes the other day..
LIKE FINALLY..=)
COZ I REALLY REALLY MISS THEM..
and they are ALWAYS FULL OF SURPRISES..
and i get to know smt..
or i sld say, WE PREDICTED IT..=)
talk alot and did loads of laughing as well..
its fun being with them..
went shopping too..
coz babe wanna buy heels and all..
more meet up sessions plssssssssssssss..

went to malaysia with my babes the other day..
when shopping and we did buy smt back..
tons of things to eat i would say..
went to sushi king for dinner..
and had this supperrr cute sushi..
its actually and egg topped with mayo and crabmeat and its fried on the outer layer..
and ITS NICE..
you guys sld try it when you guys are there..
wanted to buy mookcakes back..
but decided not too as its still long..
2 more weeks to mooncake festival..
so it cant be kept too long..
more trips plsssssss...

i really hope its not going to happen again..
and if it is..
I WILL GIVE MY ALL TO STOP THE FRAKING THING FROM HAPPENING..
AND I MEAN WHAT I SAY..

and why do i have soOOo many frends ard me getting married??
boss ask me that question, babe olso asked me that question..
and i asked myself too..
but..
i didnt get any answer from it..
coz i really dun noe..
but i can only say that they had found their the other half..=)

i heard smt today..
someone told me or maybe i heard wrongly..
that i will get married in 3 years later..
how is it possible..
i haven even find someone yet..
how to get married??
funny hor..
when i heard it..
i really feel like laughing..
and there is a possibilitly that i hear wrongly..

thanks to wife for the doraemon..
and i bought somt for you too..
hope you like it..
though its nt the same as the one you like..
but the uncle say its very nice..
so well..
let me know if its really nice..

okie..
i'll end here..
tml is a public holiday..
and it means there is no work..
and im freaking happy..
coz.. (i know it can le)
take care peeps..=)

here are the photos that has been long awaited..=)

aili's bday..

my peeps gathering..=)and i look fat in the pics..=(
dieting starts now..=)

2009-09-09T12:44:00.002+08:00

decided to blog today coz its 090909..
nice date to remember..
090909 stands for长长久久。。
so i hope everyone ard me will stay长长久久 forever with the people they love..

yeah..
i know i haven been blogging for quite sometime..
but im back..
had beem really busy this past few weeks..
busy meeting my peeps..
busy with bday celebrations..
busy with work..
busy with being sick too..
yes..
im sick..
basically, im quite busy with loads of things..

i cant really remember what i did and where i go..
but even if i can remember..
i'll summaries all okie..
if not this is going to be a long long entry..

went for steamboat session with the 6..
which is like dun noe when.. coz i cant remember le..
who are they..
they know who are they can le..
but i will still say ar..
the 6 consists of my wife, my 2 affairs, my finacee and my frend..
oh yes..
my gf has upgraded to be my fiancee le..
but i will still love my wife too ar..

celebrated aili's bday on the 7th..
fianlly stepped into the 2 head industry le..
welcome to the 2 head world..=X
sorry if we had cause you to be angry and all..
coz we didnt bring out smt the last min..
so we need to buy and prepare it all over again..
we dun wan to make to feel angry and sad at all..
to see you tear up makes me feel that i really did smt wrong..
we want to to enjoy this special day of yours..
i really hope that you had enjoy your day and i hope you like the present we had given you..
coz we had put in our tears and sweat..

met up with my peeps for a steamboat session..
i really had fun meeting up with them..
coz its been quite some time since i last saw them le..
more meet up session PLEAESE..=)

i cant really remember what i did le..
coz i do have stm ar..

i really miss my babes ar..
meet up soon hor..
and to the rest of my frends..
i miss you guys too..
and not forgetting my cousins too..

due to having 3 days of steamboat consistantly..
im SICK..=(
but its worth it..=)
coz im able to meet my peeps and all..
able to know whats going on with their life recently..

to those who are going to POP le..
congrads..=)
you guys have done it for the past 3 mths..
for those going in soon..
all the best and do take care of yourself ar..

知道了这件事后，我真的很感动。。
谢谢你们所做的一切。。=）

还有听到老婆对我说的这件事后。。
我不知道你是否会看到。。
我直想说的是。。
我还蛮担心的。。
因为我门毕竟是sister cum朋友。。
所以听到这件是后还蛮担心的。。
可是没比老婆还根担心。。
事情总会有解决的办法。。
不管事情会拖很久，可是还是会有解决的办法。。
至少从老婆的口中知道你还好，没什么事了。。
这样我们也能安心一点。。
至少老婆会安心，不会去想那么多了。。
我只能在这里说，要好好照顾自己啊。。

2009-08-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

just when i thought that i had everything going smoothly for me once again..
i was wrong..
just when i had things plan out..
problems came pouring in again..
its like never ending..
when can all the problems be sloved soon..
when can i dun feel troubled over all these things..
can someone tell me..
i really hope this year end fast..
and i mean fast..
coz everything is not going on for me smoothly..
i dun think im just the only one..
coz i know some of my frends are having the same problem too..
but well..
thats life..
but i just dun understand why do things have to re-shuffled and re-plan again when i had things plan and going on smoothly..
i simply just dun understand..
i really hope everything will be solved soon..
so i dun have to worry and all..
feel like giving up..
but i know once i start saying this..
i will get knocks on my head..
i keep telling frends nt to give up and here i am..
saying that im giving up..
but those who know me well..
they know i wont..
unless i really cant stand it anymore..
but given my character..
i wont give up..
sound contraditing..
i think so..
but who doesnt..

2009-08-24T09:36:00.001+08:00

i find this just soOO true..
(taken from the horoscope from FB)..

This could be the last day that you feel like a human shield, Gemini, in that lately you've been taking a lot of hits at work and at home. Things are in the process of smoothing out right now, but there is still a major misunderstanding that is the source of or cause for arguments and disagreements both at home and at work. In the meantime, probably because you have gotten past being upset about it, the criticisms and other irritations seem to be defused, just unimportant today. Plus it seems that there are financial matters that need to be dealt with soon.

just wanna share..
take care peeps..=)

2009-08-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

::HAPPY BDAY EUGENE!!!::
lets meet up soon after your pop with the rest of them..
for a class gathering..=)

i just wanna say..
i miss my peeps(which is my class peeps)..
i miss my frends too..
i miss my babes too..
i miss my gals too..(shelle included)
i miss my cousins too..(they know who are they are)

OT on saturday till about 9pm plus and im freaking tired..
but well..
at least i have something to do..
at least i dun have to think on soOO many things ard me..
trying to divert my mind to smt else..

recently..
alot of things had been going tru my mind AGAIN..
yes, AGAIN..
i thought i had it plan out..
i thought i had it settle..
i thought i've done my part in doing it..
but it turns out to be??
back to basic once again..

did a application on FB..(as advertised from li)
think is"god had a message for you", smt like dat de..
and the same old message repeat itself for like 5 days before it started to change..
it says..( cant really remember much, but what i do remember is..)
"you have been thinking too much lately and putting alot of pressure on yourself which causes you to lack of sleep, you sld have a good rest and try to relax yourself.. a good rest is very important.."
see..
thats soOO true..
but pleases tell me..
how can i do that..
how can i have a good good rest when things are nt settled..
told her about what it says..
and she ask me..
am i really what the message had said..
i said yes..
and she ask..
whats making me lacking of sleep and all..
and i told her about it..
she told me to rest well before i can start battleing..
if not..
i will lose de battle even before i start..

i have soOO many things in my mind..
not even had a damn clue what am i going to do..
i haven finish alice ask me to do de things..
i dun even know when im going to pass it to her..
sorry to them too..
coz i kept saying i wanted to go down..
but ends up not turning up..
coz i had smt to do/settle..
but i try to go down often..
coz i really miss you all ar..=(

finally cleared the air today..
coz of wrong phrasing of some chinese words..
coz u to misunderstood me..
im sorry once again..

and to all..
im really fine..
dun worrry about me..
but i know some of you all will still be worried..
coz they know my pattern..
but..

just had smt in mind..
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命.. will this get better?? will this be the same??

till then..

2009-08-20T12:59:00.001+08:00

as requested from my NEW GF..
im going to blog..
blogging in office now..=)
i think i haven been bloging recently..
coz im busy with work and stuffs and part of me is the lazyness inside of me who is lazy to do so..
msg me if you all wan ask me out or anything..=)

and as you all know or you all dun noe..
im going to say that..
i have a NEW GF..
HER NAME IS JESS..(judi dun get jealous hor..)

actually i also dun know what to blog..
hmm..
i'll just blog randomly i guess..
oh ya..
RAZALI, i know today is your last day at SF..
even though im not there..
but i still received the news de hor.. hahha..
study hard in school and when we are free..
we will go SP and visit you ar..=)

oh ya.. went to k session recently with my gals..
and you all know what..
we can be very high will singing those emo and sad song..
funny right..
extraodniary right..
but believe it.. that what we are when we're singing all that songs..=)

work has been okie..
the people there are very very nice..
its really nice knowing them..
working in a fun and relaxing environment..
thanks sis for the recommendation..=)

talk to SCB yesterday and we are like crazy people..
hinting and saying this and that.. hahah..
and it start making me recap that "thing"..
what is it??
only me and SCB know..
hahha..

i really dun noe what am i saying..
randomness i think..
oh ya..
i have like 3 songs in my mind now..
1st song:如果我变成回忆
2nd song:Nothing gonna change my love for you
and lastly..
3rd song:对的人

till then..=)

2009-08-14T11:16:00.001+08:00

this is going to be short and sweet..
met up with my gals ytd for talking cum walking cum everything session..
its been quite sometime since we last met..
and its nice to meet up with them for after soOo long..
coz we're all busy ESPECIALLY JUDI(she is going to kill me)
hahah..
anyway..
we really did have lots of fun..
its always a fun and full of laugther day with them..
and i know judi miss my "XIN BU LIAO QING"
my gals will know what am i saying about..
hahah..
and GUESS WHO I SAW WHILE WAITING FOR BUS..
yes..
i saw my "OU XIANG"..
after for soOO long i finally saw him..
thinking if weather i sld take the bus..
so in the end decided to take the bus with li and back home..
talk alot with him ar..
coz i really miss him and its been ages since we last met..
I REALLY MISS MY PEEPS..=(
but its difficult ti meet them coz most of them are in army already..
but..
we'll still meet up de..
i know it..
hahah..
okie..
i'll stop here..
FINALLY..
I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS MY PEEPS, FRENDS AND ALL..
SIA, ALICE, BAO LAI, KYLE, RAZALI, YOU ALL ARE INCLUDED..
though i only know that sia will look at my blog..
but i miss them..
take care peeps..
till then..
will upload de outing pics once i've gotten it..=)

2009-08-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

one word i can say is..
THANKS..=)
thats the word..
though i didnt expected something to happen in the first place..
but coz of you..
i had fun,laughter and all..
really..
a BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO YOU..

went for NPD'09 ytd..
i had loads of fun..
i love the fireworks..
i love the place/venue..
i just love everything there..
hmm..
maybe its my first time there watching NDP coz i've never been there..
but i've watched it in the stadium itself too..
but compare to the national stadium and on the marnia floating platform..
i prefer the marina..

okie..
i'll end here..
preparing myself to leave the hse and meet up eith the rest..
coz we'll be helping out at ah boy's pub later(as promised ytd)..
coz he called and ask us for help..
meeting the gang first then down with them..
take care peeps..
i miss my peeps too..=(

2009-08-03T21:51:00.001+08:00

*updated*
feeling kinda of emo,sad and all stupid emotions are coming up..
suddenly have soOO many problems ans all to think and settle..
thinking of going MIA..
sld i or sld i not..
i know i nvr contact most of my frends recently..
especailly wife whose home alone at hme with the 2 guys..
give me some time to settle everything..
i really need time to cool down and think and do all those things..
and i really miss my frends..

went out with scb yesterday..
its been a long long time since i met her..
and once i met up with her..
i start to complain.. hahha..
i know that im bad ar..
meet up people le jiu complain..
but she knows what am i saying ar..
met at bugis before heading to this HK restaurant to have lunch..
i cant remember the name ar..
had french toast and scb have peanut butter toast..
then headed down to town coz scb meeting her frend to collect something..
thanks sbc for youre pressies..=)
and its soOO qiao ar..
coz scb meet her frend at CK tangs and im in need of toilet and you know what..
i FINALLY saw her..
YES.. I SAW SHELLE.. in the toliet..
its been a long time since i saw her..
and its really good see and talking to her..
see her doing well now..
and i really MISSED her..
so i was sOO happy to see her..
gal, we have tons to catch up..
nust meet up really soon ar..=)
then continue our "walking" trip..
went to ION..
and its huge ar..
but its nice too..
then went to far east, cine and ps..
dinner at ps's xin wang cafe..
saw peiyi..
and i think she dun recognise me and thats good.. hahah..
headed home after that..

im still waiting for that stupid reply..
dun keep dragging till like dun know when then you let me know..
let me know before i go crazy and i dun know what will i do..
mark my words for that..
and im still trying to figure out "that thing"..
till then..

2009-08-02T08:53:00.000+08:00

received a call early in the morning..
and what i heard makes me soOO pissed off that i cant go back to bed..
and caller said..
as there is some conflict of interest between your job and your dad's..
your contract with us will be terminated..
WTF..
just 2 words..
CONFILCT INTEREST..
end my work contract with the company..
you sld have told me when i declare to you when i sign the contract and not now..
making me hanging in the middle hanging myself to die..
stupid right..
but as a saying goes..
old things goes and new things will come..
i believe that..
and i know i can find a better job..
and they said they might pay me 2 months of pay to compesated me..
but is that a use..
they say MIGHT..
trying to make me feel better and all only..

soOO many things happen in just a few days..
with FAKERS ard me/us..
doing and saying things differently..
not the same person i/we know in the first place..
trying to do all those unnecessary stuffs..
soOO pissed off..

i dun think i want to carry on..
if not i will start throwing things and all..
im out of job now..
what can i do??
change of environment??
overseas studies??
we'll see..
till then..

2009-08-01T23:02:00.001+08:00

i've seen and heard it myself..
i dun believe at first..
people/frends had been telling us this..
but i think i have too now..
coz i've seen it and heard it..
FAKERS.. THATS WHAT YOU ARE.. FAKERS..
SAYING AND DOING THINGS DIFFERENTLY..

okie..
enough of that..
just trying to vent my anger out somewhere..
so dun bother about it..

meeting scb tml..
like FINALLY..=)
went out with net and minfen on thursday to catch a movie..
overheard if im not mistaken..
not a bad show i would say..
went to ps after the show to catch some stuffs toys..
and we had fun there..
stayed till they closed and each of us took what we wanted..
soOO happy..
thanks net for helping me catch..
thanks minfen for telling me when to scoop up the things..
its totally fun and spend quite alot of money there too..
hahah..
but it was worth it i would say..
we must meet up often worz..

basically..
i really miss all my peeps..
babes..
lets meet up soon..
coz i have lots to tell you all and we have tons to catch up..
take care guys..=)

2009-07-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

oh yeah..

finally i can upload my pictures le..=)

before i start uploading the pictures.. just let me just say smt..

reached home and started digging my drawers for A1's cd..

just dont know why just have the urge to search for it..

and watched their videos and all..

and it brought back memories for me..

likeing them when i wan back in secondary schools days..

coz they are soOO handsome..

those who know me will know that i wont have any female artises cd in my drawers..

i only have male artises' cd..

not that i dont like female artises..

but its just that i dun have the "xi guan" to buy it..

but i do listen to their songs..

back to them..

its been ages since i heard news about them..

but well, thats the music industry..

bands and singers come and go..

new one will enter while the old ones will retired..

but i still do like them..

not forgetting backstreet boys too..

i know i sound soOO old school..

but i still listen to the hipest song in town hor..

so im always catching my with all the new music and all..

hahha..

okie ar..

enough of my boyband nonsense..

i'll upload the pictures..

but not all are her coz i have get hold of all yet..

enjoy..

cousin's wedding..=)

i love my shoes..=)

and we had durian feast for 2 days..

yummy..

just love durians..this is just part of it..

Judi's 21st Bday party..=)

Babe's wedding..=)

2009-07-28T00:31:00.003+08:00

::HAPPY 21st BDAY WIFE::

this short short entry is for you..

may all your wishes come true and may you enjoy your day later..

thanks for being a great great frend to me the past 3 coming to 4 yrs..

i really really appreciate all the things you had done for me..

i really thank god for letting me know a frend like you..

really bless to have known you..

from being a stranger to a frend then to a best frend and now to your HUBBY..

if there is anything..

must let me know..

im here for you when u need a listening ear..

thanks for everything once again..

lastly,

REMEMBER TO STAY HAPPY AND POSITIVE..=)

2009-07-26T16:54:00.001+08:00

*edited from the previous*

im back from my cousin's wedding..
one word to describe it..
FUN.. thats the word to describe it..
coz every cousins and all were there for the wedding..
flew in on his wedding date itself with my brother and was rushing like mad back to the hse to change and makeup and down to the hotel..
made it just in time to pang teh..
took lots of pictures too..
so when everyone had arrive..
we take our seats and welcome both the bride and groom..
everything ended quite fast..
all i can say that their wedding is quite different from spore..
but i can say that its almost the same just for some parts itself..
the nxt few days were the airport cum eating cum fun day..
coz almost everyone is leaving back for home..

left for home on saturday and rush down to judi's advance 21st bday..
hope she like the presents and hope she enjoyed herself ytd..

hmm..
maybe its the lack of time we meet that we start drifting a little..
but i hope this doesnt happen..
this apply to all my frends..
coz i know we're busy with our stuffs..
and we had little time for each other..
busy with work, schooling and all..
but will all meet up often ya..
i dun wan this to be the ending and staring of it..
when some ppl told me something..
i started to ponder about it..
if thats the case that i dun understand u all enough or dun get the right thing and all..
coz there's soOo many things to think and do at that point of time..
just let me know what are u all thinking..
im thinking of changing a new environment..
but will see..

pics will be out once i've gotten everything..
till then peeps..=)

2009-07-15T20:09:00.001+08:00

::HAPPY BDAY BRO!!::

bro: all the best in ur career in china worz, do take care of urself when ur there.. and come back to spore soon to visit us.. take care while ur dere..=)

2009-07-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

*edited*
work has been okie recently..
just that im quite busy for some days..
met up with my gals on thursday for k-ing session..
and i love it..
coz i can fa xie and i can also sing till i lose my voice..
haha..
love k-ing with them..=)
met up with judi on friday at Jp..
went for dinner at aijisen for okte(think its spelt like dat bahz..)
then went for dessert at ji de chi..
i just love the durain and pomelo sago dere..
its niceeeeeeeeee....
then headed to starbucks for talking and resting session..
and we saw WAN SIA..
happy lehz..=)
coz i haven seen her for quite sometime le..
chatted awhile before we wnet separte ways..
and i finally saw my da ge yesterday..
its been a long time since i last saw him le..
from with hair till botak now..

hmm..
soOo many things to think and do..
do i have the time to complete everything on time??
i dount know..
but i will try my best..

cousin's wedding nxt week..
and i wont be spore..
coz im flying over for his wedding and im happy coz i can see my cousins and all..
till then..
i think im getting sick soon..
having the unstoppable soare throat now plus a running nose coming up..
take care peeps..=)

2009-07-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

FINALLY..
i can upload my pictures le..
soOO happy..=)
but this is going to be a long entry of pictures..

last weekend with my working peeps..

Kbox with wife..

KL trip with wife..

some of the food..the amount of things that we bought..

2009-07-05T21:18:00.002+08:00

though im not a fan of MJ..
but i really love the way he dances..
coz its simply sooO sleek and nice..
and i dun think alot of people are able to imitate his dancing moves..
though im not his fan..
but i do like some of his songs..
just watched a tribute to him on MTV..
and seeing all his dance movements..
all i can its a thumbs up..
i noe im late..
but it better then nothing..
R.I.P MJ..

today is such a wonderful day to sleep and nua at hme..
coz its a raining day..
and i simply love raining days..=)

and im soOO sick with blogger..
why??
coz i cant upload any pictures for the past few days..
WHAT IS THE HELL WRONG WITH BLOGGER..
i wanna upload my pics..=(
take care peeps..=)

2009-07-03T05:40:00.003+08:00

today is my offically last day of work at SF..
im soOO going to miss that place..
wanna thank everyone for letting me leave there with such wonderful memories and experience..
wanna thank alice and bao lai for the popeye treat..=)
wanna that the part timers there for all the laughter and fun..
wanna thank my DMs for helping me da bao food(sometimes) and making the environment soOO fun to work in..
someone or i sld said some of them told me smt that i didnt expected to hear or even think about..
really feel that i do have smt for them to remember about..
well..
as a saying, people come and go..
so im just taking the first step out of it before others do..
coz some of them are starting school soon..
hope to have a SF gathering soon..
waiting for noel to plan that..
hahah..
omg, my blogger cant seem to upload de pics..
i'll do it the nxt entry..
take care peeps..

2009-07-02T21:39:00.002+08:00

1 more day and im leaving SF..
i soOo going to miss that place man..
having all the fun and laugher while working..
and i will miss the peeps there too..

hmm..
went to sign my contract this morning before heading down to toa payoh to meet my mom..
went there to see a chinese sinseh..
coz i have been having backaches on and off recently..
so decided to head down for a treatment..
and its pain ar..
coz the sinseh help me ba guan..
then use the guan to help me rub my back..
and so now..
my back is soOO red and have the guan's mark..
but i feel soOO "song" after the treatment..
went for lunch just beside the clinic..
then headed down to toa payoh to get some things before heading for home..

i must have a good rest before i step into another industry for a new battle..
i hope that they are able to let me work during the weekends..
so that i can save more for my studies fund..
still waiting for them to get back to me..
the i can let sia noe if i can continue working on weekends..
till then..

p.s.tml is the last day there..=(
p.s.s. im sick and tired of helping you handleing all those shit.. i really hate the certian feeling..

2009-06-29T00:29:00.003+08:00

wanted to blog a few days back..
but im kinda of lazy..
and due to that lazyness..
i've tons to type..
but i'll try and cut short the entry, if not its gonna be very long..
hahah..

hmm..
went to kbox on thursday with wife..
and its really fun..
coz we can fa xie..
and we sing till we drop..
and we sang soOo many songs can..
though there's smt that makes me feel pissed almost at the end..
but i enjoyed the k-ing session..
lets go for more k-ing session..
aili, you must join us too ar..=)

ytd had a bbq session at my hse..
and i went alot of places in the morning with my mom to buy the food..
went to carefour before heading to chinatown and back to batok..
im like running the whole spore trying to get all the stuffs..
but was fun though..
went out after that to settle smt..
thankfully, it has been settled..

work today is okie..
and its gonna be my last day working weekends..
coz im starting work nxt week..
and im gonna miss the peeps there..
yes i am going to miss them..

working morning shift whole of nxt week..
and im going to enjoy myself..
im not saying that i dun enjoy myself there previously..
i mean that im going to enjoy more..
i think you all know what i mean bahz..
its hard to describe..

char bor flew to aussie on wednesday for studies..
and im going to miss her, coz i dun noe when will she be coming back..
char bor,
do take care of urself when u're there..
dun get too stress over your studies ar..
will contact each other tru msn or email..
see when you coming back then we meet up ya..
i still remember the times when went out and going your hse for dinner etc..
i really treasure the friendship that we both share..
though we seldom meet up..
but we will try our best to contact each other no matter how busy we are..
hope pur friendship continues on ya..
take care and i miss you..

im really missing my peeps now..
everyone is included..
take care peeps..

2009-06-21T21:31:00.004+08:00

im back from KL..
one word to describe it..
and that is FUN..=D
had loads of fun there..
shopping,eating,being crazy,etc..
going with wife was a totally new experience i would say..
and we're soOO daring enough to go there without knowing if there is a hotel for us to stay..
coz when we booked previously, they said its fully booked..
and we dun sense any urgency or scared if we'll be hoteless..
coz we know that we will have a place to stay..
reached KL's chinatown ard 3am plus..
wanted to stay at bukit bintang..
but the driver alighted us near chinatown, so we went in to find a place to stay..
settled ourselves at chinatown inn..
didnt really unpack much and off we're to bed..
coz we're tired..

next day, had nasi lemak for breakfast before we start our shopping spree..
and its not our forte to be empty handed during shopping..
and seeing people with loads of bag and we had none makes us feel like buying smt before we headed out to another shopping center..
our shopping places only varies ard lot10, times square, sungei wan in the morning and chee chong gai(chinatown) at night..
these are the 2 places we been for the 2 days..
coz the shopping is big and we need ard 2 days to shop and look ard..
shopping with wife is fun..
bought some clothes for office use in the near future..
and we had a new name for the first night..
"xiao qing", dats our name..
coz we're wearing the same colour shirt on that day and they called us that for dun noe what reasons too..

2nd day is as usual, went for breakfast before heading to time square then back to sungei wan and then to chinatown..
so did some last min shopping before heading home the next day..

3rd day, the day we leave KL..
we woke up soOO early to have breakfast before heading to the bus station to take the bus back to spore..
and i found out the malaysian wake up soOo early, like 7am plus for breakfast..
where this kind of scence is seldome seen in spore..
coz we're still in bed..
dreaming about those sweet dreams..

though its just a short getaway..
but im feel soOO relax and i had loads of fun too..=D
really had fun with wife..=)
hope she had fun too..=)
coz we had been saying that we dun have to say,"Hi, view your photos here" for 2 days..
working starts tml..
am working night shift for 3 days..
then morning on friday..

leaving SF soon..
i think its the end of the month..
coz i had found a job..
thanks to cousin for her help..
though its only a year contract..
but im thankfull to you for helping me..
im going to miss SF..
though i've been there for like 3 months..
but im really going to miss the peeps there..
coz i had fun working with them..
they are a bunch of fun and lively people..
well..
thats life..
coz people come and go for new job opportunity..
and im really tired..
coz didnt sleep much last night..
til then..
take care peeps..=)

p.s. im missing tons of people now..=X

2009-06-16T11:19:00.002+08:00

its been confirm..
i going to KL this coming thursday with wife for a short getaway..
cant wait, coz it will be the first time im going on a holiday with wife..=)
so i wont be in spore from the 18th to 21st..
dun miss me ya..
hahaha..

had been working night shift ytd and today..
as for wednesday and thurs, i will be working morning shift..
and im going to get my new lappie on wednesday after work..
soOO excited..=)
and i had only 2days to pack my things..
coz im leaving on thurs night and will rush back after work on thurs to do all the final packing..
till then peepes..
wont be online often these few weeks..
anything just msg me or call me ya..
take care..=)

2009-06-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

am working morning shift this week..
*yeah*
coz its been a long time since i worked in the morning le..
actually not very long ar..
just about 1 week only..
but it seems long for me..
thanks to wan sia for putting me and judi for morning shift..
coz its been a long time since we last worked together..
and i can see dat judi is very happy..
coz she had been asking me for 2 days straight that she is really happy..
and im happy too..
coz its been sometime working with her..

so went for dinner at sakae on tuesday after work..
just simply love eating sushi..
then headed down to orchard for some window shopping before settleing ourselves down at coffee bean..
love the caramel dere..=)
we talked alot as usual..
and our conversation will nvr end..
and i love it..=)

as for wednesday..
headed down to jp for window shopping+dinner too..
met jy awhile coz she happened to be there..
thanks for the strawberries..
its nice..=)

work is okie as usual..
thanks wan sia for asking if we need food for lunch...
coz she wanna help us da bao..=)
thanks..

going for holidays soon with judi(wife)..
if nth crop up the last min..
not going anywhere far..
im just crossing to the other side of the island..
so i wont be in spore from the 18th till 21st..
okie..
l'll end here..
take care peeps..=)

p.s. oh ya, chun how and cedrik went to NS le..
and they are botak by now i think..
jian you while you guys are inside..=)

2009-06-03T10:53:00.002+08:00

我真的好累。。
真的累了。。
不管是对什么东西或任何事。。
我只能说我是真的累了。。
really wanna take a break soon..
just to relax myself and all..

haven been blogging for sometime..
coz had been working night shift almost the whole week..
so was freaking tired by the time i reached home..
had been working 2 nights in a row on sunday and monday and a full shift ytd coz one of them cant make it as she was sick..
and i declare to judi that i was soOO tired..
and its the first time im saying that to her ar..
will be working night shift this whole week..
to me, i prefer working the morning shift, coz i can met my frends after work or go straight home to rest after work..
thanks to wan sia and kyle for helping me to da bao food..
and surprisly, kyle was early for work ytd..

went to ah boy's house warming just the other day with the gang..
and we cant find the place ar..
coz i dun even noe where is it..
but we eventually figure out where is it..
its at pasir ris..
and his house was beautiful ar..
really like his style man..
haven got the pics yet..
will upload once i get it..

had a gathering on sat before the peeps goes into army..
it was a sucessful one i think..
coz its the first time that judi is planning it coz if those who noe her..
she hates doing all these things..
almost the whole peeps turn up..
and it was good seeing them..
coz i miss them ar..
went for movies after that..
and as we find ourselves sooO smelly after the bbq..
we decided to go home and shower before heading for movies..
and we're rushing like crazy..
watched terminator slavation..
not a bad show i would say..
thanks dad for sending me there, though im the one driving..
thanks yao zhong for sending us home after the movie..
thanks cedrik for sending me there and back home..
thanks everyone for turning up..

meeting my babes soon..
maybe this coming saturday..
i misss them man..
and meeting my char bor soon too..
and i miss her olso..

and i do really need to take a break soon..
coz im offically tired..
tired as in everything in whole..
but im fine to all you guys out there..
dun worry too much about me..
if there is anything..
i will let you guys know..
take care peeps..=)

2009-05-29T06:08:00.004+08:00

alright..
look at the time now and im still freaking awake..
just got home nt long ago..
had soOO many things in mind again..
making me think of all those things that i dun wan know or thing about it..
but eventually..
i will think of a solution to solve all those probs and the path will be marked out soon..
the path im refering to means the life in whole..
trying to settle all the things once again..
maybe i sld let my mind stop doing all those things that im doing..
just letting you die on your own..
trying to save your own..
but im just saying..
coz eventually, i will still forget and help you all do all those things once again..
thats just me..
i want to help my frends who are in need..
hmm..
well, thats just life i would say..
this is just a random post..
im fine and dun get too worried about me..=)

hmm..
work has been okie this week..
working night shift the whole week..
went for an interview recently..
hope that it will get back to me asap..=)
thanks cousin for your help..
really appricate it alot..=)

met up with judi on tues, i think..
went to imm for dinner..
before heading for home..
class gathering is tml..
cant wait..
but im kinda of tired..
maybe not getting enough sleep..
but i will still attending no matter what..
coz i wanna gather with them before some of them goes into army..
and i miss my peeps too..
and my babes too..
and char bor too..
meet up soon ya..

this is for my char bor..
hmm..
know that you be going overseas soon for your studies..
take good care of youself when you're there..
though we had been meeting up recently due to work and school..
but we're meeting up real soon..
and i miss you ar..
coz i have tons to tel you..
and as what you say..
maintain overseas friendship is not going to be easy..
coz frends come and go and who can withstand the hardship of this..
noone really knows about it..
but..
you're always till my char bor and i wont forget a frend like you..
helping me when im tru my tough times.. (you know when de ar..)
take care ya and will contact tru msn or email..=)

take care peeps..
weather hasnt been good recently..
oh ya..
went to flyer on my bday..
and i had pics for it thanks to kyle for helping us do the pics..
but i haven got the pics yet..
coz it with judi..
once i got it..
i will upload..
take care..=)

oh ya..
i'll be going to ah boy's hse warming with my gang on sunday..
BUT..
i dun noe where is elisa road or place..
i olso dun noe if i spelt it correctly..
tink we will lost our way on sunday bahz..
anyone willing to drive us there??
or can anyone tell us where is it near??
hahah..

2009-05-26T23:38:00.006+08:00

::HAPPY 21ST BDAY, LINNET!!::

celebrated her bday a few days back..
and it was fun doing all the catching up we had all last stopped..
as promised..
pictures are below, including my bday too..
there's only some of it as there were many pictures taken on that day which include my bday itself..
and there are some pictures which i haven got it from my gang..
so i'll upload again once i have it..
and i meeting my char bor soon..
its been a long time since i met her..
and i missed her soOO much..
gathering is fixed on this coming saturday..
i cant wait to see my peeps..
till then..

here's the pics..=)
at net's bday celebration..
my bday's pics..
and what are we doing??
fighting?? nope.. we're singing..

spore flyer..
thanks to my gals and babes..=)

2009-05-23T23:46:00.003+08:00

blogging now in the middle of orchard road with my gang..
in another 15 mins time..
my special day will be over..
its my bday today and im going to wish myself a very happy bday..

wanna thank my peeps for the msgs& all.. (names are not according to any positions or orders)
thank you my gang, linnet, lay hoon& peeps, judi, aili, my babes,wan sia, kyle, jun ming, fencie, lynette,kai long, jamie, addie,thuwa, sis, ah koon, xt, scb, woon cheng, karen, ah feng, ah kai, my peeps,you& my family..
i dun noe if i forget anyone..
im sorry if i leave anyone out..
coz i have a "very good" memory..
thanks everyone for your wishes and everything you all had done..=)

delicated this part to some of you guys...

to my babes:
though we arent able to celebrate on the actual day..
as something crop up the last min.. im okie with it..
dun feel bad for not celebrating with me..
we can still meet up on other days..
thanks for planning a suprise with judi about a month ago..
i really didnt expected that you'll collbrate with her for this..
i really appricate it alot..
i dun know how can i describe my feelings when judi told me that you had plan this with her..
i feel like crying coz i was really touched..
but i hold my tears back..
and judi was asking me, what your reaction if u appear infront of me while we queueing for the tixs..
i said i will definately cry..
i also dun noe why..
but during that time.. i was feeling kinda emotional..
thanks for everything you had done for me..
take care of yourselves during this tough period..
and dun get too stress over work..
i know we've been wanting to be on the flyer like ages since its opening..
we'll find one day and get up to the flyer okie??
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!=)

to my gang:
thanks for the mini celebration you guys had plan..
though its just a small drinking,talking and gaming session..
but im enjoying myself now..=)
thanks alot..
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!=)

to linnet& gang:
thanks for the mini surprise you all had plan ytd..
its supposed to be your bday celebration..
but you guys plan for another one after mid-night..
i didnt expected it.. and i had lots of fun..
doing all the catching up with the rest, playing and drinking too..=)

to my peeps:
just a word: THANK YOU!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!=)

to judi&aili:
thanks for the surprise today and thanks for the present too..
i have add another collection to it thanks to you guys..
thanks for riding the flyer with me..
thanks for the puzzle and pics..
i need to thank wan sia for this too..
THANKS WAN SIA..=)
i also dun noe how you all noe that i wan the puzzle..
and how you all know that i want to ride the flyer..
maybe i did tell you guys about it..
but i simply cant remember..
i was really touched by what you all had done for me..
if you all do notice..
i do have tears in my eyes..
but i didnt let it roll down my cheeks..
sorry to let your brain cells die while trying to think of how are you all going to plan the surprise..
thanks for everything you all had done and given me..
planning the surprise and all..
and judi.. this is for you..
im really really happy today..
its a mixture if emotions today..
happy, touched, surprise, shocked, etc..
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!=)

been busy this few days..
coz besides celebrating my bday with my frends, im celebrating for my frends too..
meet up with my gals on the 21st for k-ing session..
i've been craving for k-ing like since dun noe when..
so after dinner at sunset way..
we headed to clementi for k-ing..
its fun..
piao-ing at the top of our voices..
been high as we ever been and most importantly, doing crazy things..

went to linnet's bday party ytd and did alot of catching up sessions with them too..
its been a long time since i last seen them..
had lots of fun playing majong, dai dee, etc..
headed home around 4am plus den off to meet my peeps for breakfast..

as for today..
meet up with my gals..
met them at marina square before heading to poypoe to have breakfast..
after that..
went on to the flyer..
the view up there was nice..
and everything looks small..
its a nice experience going up with them..
and thanks for the surprise..
after that went to send aili off to the bustop after that we made our way to suntec..
and headed to swensense for ice-cream session..
loves ice -cream man..
but its fattening.. hahha..
but once in a while.. so its okie ar..
headed to bugis after that for some walking session befroe judi went off to her cousin's bday celebration..
while i headed off to meet my gang..

though this few days is tring..
but i really enjoyed myself throughtout this few days..
thanks to all for making this possible for me..
i really really appreicate it alot..
I LOVE YOU ALL=)
p.s.pics will be uploaded soon.. coz im kinda lazy..
take care peeps..=)

2009-05-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

congrads to shelle for giving birth to a baby boy..
cant wait to see you and your baby..
in the meantime, before we see you..
take good care of yourself worz..

working is as usual..
just that this week im working mostly at night and im off on thurs..
hahha..

just came back from a short holiday from malacca with my parents and relatvies..
its kinda of fun..
maybe coz i haven been to malacca for a long time already..
and alot of things had changed..
that is from what i remember which is like 5 to 6 years back i think..
cant really remember though..
drove the second half while on the way to and back from malacca..
and its kinda fun..
speeding like nobody's business..

NTU ans NUS letter are here..
and i predicted whats the results..
its time to find a full-time job..
and finding jobs now are tough..
given its ecomony now..
but i will keep trying to find one..
in the meantime..
take care peeps..=)

2009-05-14T23:49:00.012+08:00

today is the day..
the day that im going to graduate and begin a new chapter in my life..
and today is the day that i can see all my peeps..
coz i missed them soOO much ar..
coz they had played an important part in my poly life..
and we've been through alot as a class..
going for studies together, going out, etc..
im soOo going to missed them after today..

reached school at about 8am..
meet with judi and the rest at the basement before going to the lecture theater to prepare..
alot of them are late ar..
coz of the traffic jam plus its raining too..
and my freaking shoes is still soOO loose though i've put the shoe padding..
so i was hoping i dun trip and fall when im on the stage..
and the graduation ceremony is soOO fast ar..
just a blink of an eye.. the graduation ceremony is over..
was touched by some words in the video..
had flashback memories too..
had soOO many things in mind when i was seeing the video..
soOo fast...
poly life is over..
i took with loads of ppl too..
but mostly are from my class peeps..
here are the pics..

the NGEE ANN certificate holder..(think its called like that bahz..)

with my FAMILY=)..

with MY PEEPS..=)

thanks to kyle, my DM for making the trip down to the convection center to my us our pay..
coz he happen to be there for an event thingy..

lastly..
with MY GALS..=)

im really going to miss them..
this is the dun noe how many times im saying that im going to miss them..

after all that..
went to return the gown and changed before heading to do canteen 2 to see our favourite char siew rice..
its been ages since we last eat that..
after that..
headed down to bugis for walking, talking and taking neo-prints sessions..
though its a sad day..
coz we're wont be seeing our peeps soon..
but we said that we're going to enjoy ourselves..
ard 6pm plus..
headed down to holland v to eat si char and ice-cream..
*yummy*

looking at this makes me feel hungry again.. hahah..
i remember that i love to eat this when i was young..
headed in to hollan v for ice-cream, talking and cam-whorping session..

nice flavours of ice-cream..
had ferror indulgence and cookies&cream with trimisu and i cant rememver the toppings we added..
but it was soOO nice ar..=)
and its cam-whorping sessions..

will be out of town for 2 days..
dun miss me..
and im planning a gathering soon..
will update my peeps..
take care peeps as the weather is nt really good this few days..
and i thinki im getting sick soon..
take care..=)

2009-05-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOMS OUT THERE..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MUM..
just wanna take this opportunity to thank my mom for everything she had done for us..
though i didnt say out..
coz im not a person who will say i love u , mummy..
i do love her.. but i wont say out..

coz its kept in my heart..
thanks for tolerating all our nonsense that we always do..
thanks for forgiving us when we're in the wrong..
thanks for being there when we needed someone..
from the bottom of my heart..
i thank you for every single thing..
thanks for being a wonderful mom to us..

met wife at jp..
coz she thinking of buying shoes and smt for her mom too..
so we walked ard trying to think what to buy for our moms..
so we decided to make a cake for her..
so heading to icing room..(i think)
and we needed to wait for about 2 hrs till our turn..
so went to find a place to sit down and talk..
and we went to记得吃 for desserts..
like finally lor..
coz we had been saying of going there for a thousand times..
but we didnt step foot into it till today..
desserts was not bad..
so headed to icing room after getting a call from them..
and it was fun doing the decorations on the cake ar..
the deco is cute ar..
helped wife did some deco on the cake too..
didnt get wan coz mom was keen on it..
but i still planing to get this for her somehow..
oh ya..
went for breakfast with the whole family today..
thinking of going for tim sum at je de..
but it wasnt open..
so we headed to imm for mac breakfast instead..=)
its been a long time since we had mac breakfast le..

okie..
im going to let out my anger here..
so just dont mind me..
you think you're the only one who loves ur mom ar..
saying till as if we dun love or appericate our mom..
sending the msgs was okie..
but it only that stupid sentence you wrote made us flare up..
this is like the first time i get angry over my msgs..
and you're the first..
honoured hor..
i olso think so..
we're like soOO PISSED off after reading it ar..
this wasnt the worse thing..
and what makes things worse is that..
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS PRIVACY??
i dun think you know it.. coz if you know it..
you wont do this kind of the thing lor..
when i heard it..
i was like F***ing PISSED off..
one word..
BASTARD..
that the word i can say..
to think that i still can tell ppl that i trust you..
but now..
i need to re-think if i can trust you..
trust you on the things that you're doing..
coz your actions make me feel like a fool for like keep saying to ppl that i trust you and you're not this kind of ppl..
i think i really大跌眼睛了。。
though this thing is not happening on me..
but i feel soOO angry for the ppl..
think carefully of your actions..
coz its going to hurt or make ppl angry..
you might regret this..
or i sld say you wont.. i dun know..
and i dun care..
coz you dun noe how it feels.. or maybe you know..
*come to think of smt*
but well..
i dun give a damn..

2009-05-08T01:01:00.003+08:00

today is the second day of working night shift..
tml is the last night shift for the week..
hmm..
its still okie..
except that there are more people compared to the day time..
and the fact is i can sleep a little longer..
anyway..
just feel that there's quite alot of people's bday today bahz..
and i dun noe if im correct..
coz most customers i attend to has a bday gal in the group..
so i was thinking if i were to celebrate my bday with my frends on the flyer itself..
coz most of us haven been on the flyer..
msged babe to confirm somethings with her and she said..
your bday is on a saturday right??
then we go celebrate your bday in the flyer ar..
and i was like?? *blur*
coz i didnt told anyone about it..
and babe asked me this question..
i should say great minds think alike bahz..
and i said anything..
so she said she will plan with the other babe before letting me know the details..
but its doesnt matter where we go on that day..
coz im with my frends..
so im fine with anywhere they plan to take me..=)

gastric is not feeling well again..
and i guess that i'll have another grastic attack soon bahz..
graduation is a fews days away..
and judi told me that shelle's baby is coming out soon..
cant wait to see the baby..
tale care peeps..=)

2009-05-05T21:33:00.003+08:00

just simply love watching The Biggest Loser..
why??
coz it shows me the determination that they need to lose weight..
either for their health or families..
and it gives me more determination not be step into the life of my grandparents..
trying to be healthy for as long as i can..
coz its really me to see them suffer in their aged life..
though i still have cravings for some chocolates, fried food, etc..
but who doesnt??
and this will also reflect on our daily lives..
the determination we need to overcome every single bits of problems we faced..

had been working morning shifts for this 2 days..
sorry that i've done something wrong on monday..
really sorry..
work was still fun and okie as ususal..
and surprisely..
i sleep very early this 2 days lehz..
hmm.. think its ard 12 plus 1am bahz..
to me consider very early le..
will be working night shift tml..
and its the 1st time working night shift..
and thats means i can sleep a little longer..=)

this is to everyone out there..
its doesnt only apply to relationship but to friendships too..
对的人是要耐心等待或去寻找的。。
能遇见几个知心的好友不是偶然的而是安排的。。
能了解你的朋友你们都要去珍惜。。
因为一旦失去了就是失去了。。
很难回忆过去的。。
缘一难了。。情也难了得。。
等待是难免的。。
我真的很珍惜我生边的每一位朋友。。
不管是认识很久或刚认识的朋友我都会很珍惜。。
因为我能认识他们是我的福气。。
till then..
take care peeps..

p.s. graduation is coming up..
those not attending let me noe can..
coz i might be organising another gathering before you guys go to army..=)

2009-05-01T20:43:00.003+08:00

::Happy Birthday Yu Sheng!!::

hmm..
today is labour day and im working..
but i wasnt force into working on labour day anyway..
i did it willingly..
haha..
coz since i didnt have anything to do today..
so might as well work..
and i can see handsome guys too..
hahha..

as today is a public holiday..
there are soOo many people ar..
and they are 500 tickets that were given away..
so was kinda shocked that soOO many people was there soOo early to queue lor..
didnt really have the time to sit down and rest..
coz people come and go quickly..
but time passes fast though.. hahah..

nxt week schedule is out..
and im working mostly night shifts..
and i just dont understand..
is it wrong to serve 2 people at one go..
but he was there 1st and you insist that you were there first..
ridicules right..
but i just dont give a damn..
you can show ur bloody face..
but i just dont care..
i sounded sooO what right..
but..
you should haven seen it..
so as theres a saying..
the more people we have..
the more problems and complains will happen..
but well..
life's like dat too isnt it??

hmm..
i guess that just it..
is this the thing im looking for or forward too..
i dont know..
just hope that its not playing any tricks or games on me bahz..
but i'll just walk along the guided route that is plan out for me..
just let everything takes it natural course bahz..
not going to think too much about it..

graduation day is approaching soon..
and i cant wait..
coz i can see my peeps..
till then..=)

2009-04-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

have been working morning shift this past few days..
though its early but i like it..
coz i can have breakfast with my parents before heading to work..
thats my usual routine..
i went for breakfast with them everyday for the past 2 months when i was working in NTUC HQ too..
and i kinda miss the daily breakfast routine that i had..

had been assigned to the photography area for both days..(today and yesterday)
coz one of the photographer wasnt here..
though it was my first time helping others take..(its not as though i nvr take pictures at all)
but its kinda of different..
but it was fun and i learnt something new..
and the place there was freaking cold ar..
thats why they called it the "leng gong", 冷宫..
and besides calling it the 冷宫, you can called it the thinking place too..
coz when there are no customers, you can let your wander about..
letting your wild thoughts running as far as it could..
and thats what i did basically when there are no customers..
thought about loads of things..
but you can definately be自闭de lor..
so i kinda gone crazy when i was back to the other side..

and as for today..
did start work till about 12pm plus coz they were cleaning the capsulte as MM will be going to the flyer..
while they were cleaning.. i had nth to do ar..
coz there are no customers at all as the flyer was closed..
but thanks to judi and wan sia for accompanying me ar..
they took turns to "visit" me at the other side..=)
and its was soOo cold today ar, coz it was raining too..
imagine i was wearing my jacket and the company's jacket and still feeling cold..
very kua zhang rite..

and i reliased i MISSED alot of ppl lehz..
i miss my peeps..
jerry,eugene,chris,alvin,chun how,cedrik,stephen,ben,zhenhe,jun ming..
not forgetting aili, zhi wei, soon lee, ah pang..
did i leave anyone out??
im going to see all of them on graduation day..
cant wait..
coz after that..
they will be going in to NS..
so i dun noe when are we meeting up again..=(
and i noe judi will ask me why i dun miss her..
coz im seeing her almost everyday at work..=)
and so that basically explain why..

pardon me for my randomness..
人真的要失去才懂得珍惜。。
我不直是在说男女感情方面。。
而是在说整体。。
人总是不会或不要去珍惜一些东西或一个人。。
可是一但失去了才来后悔。。
拿我来说。。我真的是经历过才懂得珍惜。。
所以我都会很珍惜身边所有的人和事。。
我也在想。。
人真的要放下一切在走进未来吗??很深熬的问题。。
很像一句话"放下徒刀，犁地成佛"一样。。
其实我也不懂我在说什么啊。。
只是把所想的东西写出来而已。。

take care peeps=)

2009-04-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO JUDI AND AILI AND NOT FORGETTING ME&MY PEEPS TOO!!

wanted to blog ytd as it was my favourite number of the month..
but..
i was kinda of lazy and was out..
hahha..
the typical me..=)
though i wasnt able to blog on my favourite day..
but im here to blog as today is a memorable day for me..
as u all can see from the capital words i wrote..
its my 3rd year anniversay with my gals..
3 years ago..
i got to know them..
a whole bunch of them..
besides my 3rd year anniversary with aili and judi..
its also a day where i get to noe all my peeps..
and that 3 years back today and how time really files..=(
but i was a good and wonderful 3 years that i had with my peeps and gals..=)
i cant wait to see all of them on 14th may..=)

didnt work on wednesday..
so decided to head back to school for lunch with wife..
and its been a long time since we went back..
the last time was proberly our last paper..
and squeezing with the students there was fun..
kaind of missed that..
coz that is what we always do.. hahha..
while on the way to school to meet wife..
i had loads of memories flashbacks..
and to be frank..
i kinda miss school..
but well..
all these memories..
i will keep them remembered always..=)

work was okie till now..
and i also get to know that my DM was kinda lame too..
hahah..
and what makes me go crazy is that..
i had this guy who is a tour guide from dont know what tour angency..
asked me if i was a malaysian..
and i said soOO quickly that im a singaporean..
and he apologised to me that he was sorry..
coz he thought i was a malaysian..
and in my heart i was like..
do i look malaysian??
had a hair cut ytd..
and its like finally..
coz i had been saying it a thousand times and not getting it done..
but i've done it ytd..

and as for today..
i was feeling pissed..
coz there was this customer who ask me which part of china i came from..
and i straight away said without hestitaion that im PURELY SINGAPOREAN..
A SINGAPOREAN THATS WHAT I AM..
deep down inside i was like what the f***..
and after he had left..
i told wife about it and i dun even care if my DM was hearing what im saying including the f*** word..
coz i was pissed..
okie..
enough about that..
when walking around marina square with wife before spreating our ways..
where she went to meet her cousins and me, heading for home..
and i dyed my hair like finally..
coz i wanted this colour ever since chinese new year..
and im happy with the colour now..=)

schedule has been change starting from next week..
wife and i will have different shift..
but will still meet even if we're not working...
right wife..=)

hmm..
i'll end here..
take care peeps..

2009-04-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

i waited till midnight to blog..
so i can wish someone happy birthday..
::HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRY!!::

actually i still have a urge to blog in chinese..
but im not the hardwokring kind to translet all to chinese..
so i'll just blog some parts in chinese and i'll do a translation..
coz its shorter.. =)

wanna thank judi's cousin for introducing jobs to us..=)
first of work today..
everything was okie..
it wasnt a tough job i would say..
fun?? i guess so..
gonna stick to this job until i hear the news from uni if i could get in..
actually i noe that my chances are silm..
but just to double confirm and ensure that i wasnt in..
i still have to wait till end of may to make a confirmation of everything..
and after confirmation of everything..
im able to find a perment job..
and i hope the news come fast worz..

hmm..
meet up with wife on thurs..
coz i was craving for mac breakfast..
so we decided to meet up for breakfast at mac..
and she was late..
forever de lahz..
she's forever late de..
so im kinda of used to it le ar..=x
headed to westmall and imm after that to pass our time before heading to jp to meet jy..
coz she need to get some clothes for her office dinner i think..
hahah..
hme sweet hme after that..
and babe..
we must meet up soon ya..=)

and for fri..
headed to jb with my gals..
meet them at krangji mrt station before taking the same bus down to custom..
bought some daily necessary..
didnt really buy much too..
coz i also dont know what to buy..
and as usual ar..
went only to two places..
city square and holiday plaza..
coz there's is no car..
and its a hetic to get from one place to another..
so we just stick to 2 places..
but it was still fun though..
caught the movie friday the 13th at city square..
and the movie is only out in spore on 23th april..(im not really sure of it)
hmm.. thought it was a scary show..
but it wasnt..
some parts were disgusting as you can see the flesh of the people killed and all..
to me.. i think that there wasnt a storyline..
hahha..
though li was being afraid by our randomness..
but..
该来的还是会来。。怎么逃也逃不掉的。。你只能放手一博。。
虽然我知道你怕。。可是还是要去面对的。。
had dinner at sushi king before heading for home..
but i really had fun..
we should go out of the country more often ya..
and we should meet up soon..=)

randomness:
有人今天很开心叻。。
你早就因该这样做了啊。。
不然有人会疯掉的啊。。
该做的就去做。
不要等到后悔才来补救。。
这召是没用的。。
不懂你会不会看。。
可是我还是会写出来的。。
一切还不是太迟。。
要怎样做还是什么。。
全靠你了。。
我只能说一切靠你了。。
我也不想多说。。
因为我说到很累了，也念到很累了。。
这个结局要怎样收场就看你了。。
加油吧。。

looking forward to graduation..=)
take care peeps..=)

2009-04-12T16:23:00.004+08:00

hmm..
its been a long time since i blog in English le..
but i still have the urge to blog in chinese too..
so..
just to satisfy my urge..
im going to blog in 2 languages..
hahha...
but im going to start off with English first then later to chinese ya..
below are some pics taken during babe's engagement..
this are from her photographer..

went out with wife yersterday to woodlands..
coz we're soOO bored at hme and theres nth to do..
and we're discussing the day before and she ask me to confirm again..
so decided to ask her out sfter thinking for soOO long of where to go..
think she's alittle shocked bahz..
coz i rarely asked her out.
she's the one that always asked me out..
and as whst she always says..
she only dare to asked me out nia..
i must be honoured lehz..
coz she seldom ask ppl out de..
hahha..
came back home with a sudden headache ytd..
so decided to rest early..
but despite with the terrible headache..
i didnt get to sleep till 4am plus..
i olso dun know why ar..
hahah..
and as for today..
didnt go anywhere..
coz i olso dun noe where to go..
and im bored ar..
so frends..
feel free to ask me out..
msg me, call me.. faster faster..
hahha..
and recently..
i really missed my peeps alot..=(
everyone is included..
i wont leave anyone out..
oh ya..
before i forget..
graduation day is on 14th May..
yeah..
cant wait for that day coz i can see my peeps..
take care peeps..=)

昨天约了老婆到woodlands走走。。
因为我们是不能呆在家的。。
所以决定约她出门。。
其实多数是老婆约我出门的。。
可是昨天却是我叫她出门。。
很难得叻。。
老婆自己也觉得很难得。。
哈哈。。
因为对她来说。。
出了我她很少约人出门的。。
所以我感到很荣幸叻。。
哈哈哈。。
今天没出门。。
一整天都呆在家。。
因为不懂要去哪里。。
所以朋友们。。
打给我。。 msg我。。
快点快点。。
哈哈哈。。
我很有空的。。
最近都在想朋友们。。
好想念他们啊。。
对了。。
毕业典礼是在五月十四号。。
好期待啊。。
因为能看到朋友们。。
或许也会有事要发生吧。。
到时在看。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
take care peeps..=)

2009-04-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

今天还有蛮多人生日的。。
其实也不多啊。。
三个人而已。。
所以我在此祝贺你们生日快乐。。
老婆的爸爸，也算是我的岳父，老婆的三叔和阿烽生日快乐。。
老婆你看我多好。。
祝贺你老爸和三叔生日快乐。。
记得帮我跟他们说一声啊。。
take care peeps..=)

2009-04-06T01:09:00.005+08:00

大家好。。
我又用华语来写日记了。。
昨天到了babe得婚礼。。
其实我说和答应过了。。
只要是朋友的婚礼。。
我一定会穿裙的。。
可是那天例外。。
因为mosque不能穿比较漏的衣服。。
一定要穿长衣长袖的。。
跟那时参加shelle的婚礼是不一样的。。
起初我们也不知道。。
所以至好跟接裤子来穿。。
但我已经答应你了。。
你的婚礼我一定穿裙。。
和Jy从早上忙到晚上。。
真的很累很累。。
前晚也没什么睡到。。
可是一切都是值得的。。
帮她布置婚礼的地方等等。。
虽然不是很美。。
但贵宾去那里最主要的也是看这一对年轻夫妇。。
看她穿着婚纱。。
那美丽的样子。。
全部的辛苦是值得的。。
难怪人家会说女人在结婚时，穿上婚纱时是最美的。。
真的为她感到开心。。
当一切结束后，客人回家后。。
我们三个就坐在那里聊天，等她的爸妈回来。。
我们聊了很多。。
真的不敢相信。。
但一切都是真的。。
因为真的发生了。。
我想对她说的是。。
结婚的路是不好走的。。
但我相信你们一定做的到。。
不管有多么困难，你们一定可以的。。
我真的很开心看到好友找到她自己的归属。。
喉咙感觉有点痛。。
可能是要生病了吧。。

to babe..
this road is not going to be easy..
but just hang on ya..
i noe its tough..
but just try to hang on..
im really happy to see ur soOO different on ur engagement..
well..
guess we've all grown up already..
enjoy the pics below..
there are more..
but its with the photographer..
will upload once i have it..
好吧。。
说到这里。。
take care peeps=)

the gifts..

the gift done by me and jy..=)
i like de concept of this..

her bday cake..
the bride..
look how lovely is she..=)
she being herself..the threesome..

2009-04-04T01:22:00.005+08:00

::HAPPY BDAY SUE&JULIAN!!!::

may all ur wishes come true and enjoy ur day..=)

这几天都和老婆见面。。

是连续三天都和她见面。。

去了batok。。

为什么去哪里呢?? 自己猜吧。。

我看你们也是猜不到的啊。。

哈哈。。

和老婆看了confession of a shopperholic。。

还蛮好看得。。

可以去看叻。。

然后到了jurong point和朋友会合买点东西。。

最经也没发生什么事。。

除了和老婆和朋友见面。。

也在忙朋友的结婚礼物。。

今天是好朋友的生日和结婚的日子。。

所以启发了我想要说出我中学时候的事。。

时间过得真快。。

一转眼。。

我们都长大了。。

都有自己的生活和实业了。。

读书的读书。。做工的做工。。

但我们还是会抽出时间一起聚一聚的。。

一转眼的时间。。

她就要结婚了。。

还记得我们在中学的日子。。

还在想谁会现结婚等。。

还想到我们打打闹闹的日子，逃学的时候，到校饭中心吃饭的时候等等。。
真的好多回忆。。

虽然我们之间有不好的回忆但是好的回忆还是比较多的。。

这些好的回忆我永远都会记住得。。

谢谢你们给我的一切鼓励。。

在我最低落的时候。。

你们都在。。

一直的鼓励我。。

叫我不要放弃而是要证明给他们你是可以的。。

我真的真的很感谢你们。。

真的很庆幸认识你们。。

i really wanna thank all my frends for being there when i needed them..

be it in schools stuffs, r/s stuffs,projects , etc..

yes, LD,sister and their gang are included..

trying to make me laugh whenever you all can..

im really thankfull for all the things you've guys had done..

im gratefull to have you all as my frends..

我真的要感谢我所有的朋友在我最需要你们的时候，你们都会在。。

不管是在学业上还是在感情上等等。

老大，sister 你们一群也是。。

都会想办法弄我笑。。真的谢谢你们。。

我真的真的很感谢你们所对我做的一切。。

我真的很亲信有你们这样的朋友。。

will blog about my poly frends and my other frends in the nxt entry..

as im delecating this post to my babe whose status is changing in a few hrs time..

babe..

this is for you..

the day has arrived and time passes soOo quickly..

its just like yesterday we're in secondary school..

and now, you're going to be someone's fiancee..

i totally remembered the fun times we had as a class in school..

trying to skip lessons, packing lunch from outside when its illegal and many more..

thought we had been through rough patches together..

but im glad we had overcome it and stayed strong..

thanks for being there for me when i needed someone..

thanks for all the encourgaement you had given me during some rough patches i've been tru in my life..

and no matter how pack our lives are..

we still take out our time to meet up..

lastly..

remember, u're someone's fiancee now..

must know what you should do hor..

hahha..

happy bday once again..

and see u later..=)

below are some pics..

i upload some only as there are alot of pics..

not all are here as some i need to scan in and im kinda lazy..

if i have the time..

i'll do it to show you my secondary school peeps..

take care peeps..=)

p.s.thats my sister, way to go..=)

the past..

the present..

this is for my babe..=)

2009-03-31T23:13:00.003+08:00

just recovered form my gastric pain..

hmm..

was feeling soOO pain the past days..

having going to toilet countless and having the short pains in my gastric..

and whats worse is that..

its on and off..

the feeling is just terrible..

and its been a long time since i have this kind of pain le..

well..

just going to take really good care of myself..

went out with my gals today..

and thanks to wife for the lovely chop that she bought for us during her trip to genting..

nice chops..=)

went to meet jy after dat to get some thigns before heading home..

hmm..

just kinda feel like smt is going to happen..

good or bad..

i dun noe..

just feel that its going to happen..

was shocked at myself for saying this to "them"

its properbly the first time i said that bahz..

will it happen..

i dun noe..

we'll see..

was shocked about smt too and i didnt expected it..

but i guess..

this is why we always say is better this than that bahz..

tak care peeps..=)

2009-03-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

hmmm..
i guess today is a day for good news and things bahz..
had been hearing about good stuffs and things today..
but this doesnt apply to me..
but to the peeps ard me..
hmmm..
im hoping to hear some good news about me soon.. (i guess)
heard from wife that JJ's little sister is out today..
im happy..
though we're nt related in any ways..
but i still bring him out along with wife and sometimes aili too..
and i heard from mama that he has a baby gal..
and im happy for him too..
he wants to be a dad for soOOo long already i guess..
and..
something is going to happen today again..
but not to be..
so im hoping that my feelings are correct..
went out with jy just now to get some things for babe's engagement..
and its soOo fast..
nxt week is her engagement..
and we've have soOO many things to do and we haven started yet..
crossing our fingers that we can do it on time..
its smt special and i just cant say..
suddenly have a urge just now and i've watched high school musical 3, senior years again..
its a nice show and it remind me that im graduating..
or i sld said i've graduate..
im just waiting for 14th may when im back to school to received my cert..
and yes..
im going to say that i really miss my peeps or i sld say everyone..
yes,, you, you and you..
im missing you guys..
take care peeps..

2009-03-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

In a few hours times..
its my stupid brother's bday..
so just wanna wish him a advance happy bday...
::HAPPY BDAY STUPID BROTHER!!::
may u have good results for my upcoming exams..

woke up freaking ealry in the morning today as i need to go to my garndma's hse..
slpet like 4am ytd and had to wake up at 5am..
things sort of happen as usual..
but all i could say that..
i can drive, so dun bother to do the things that you wanna try to do.. coz theres any driver in the hse..

went to malaysia in the afternoon..
and to my surprise..
theres no jam and to my surprise too..
i didnt sleep today in the car while on the way there and back..
surprise hor.. i was surprise too..
coz i will tent to sleep when i get into the car..
im a pig i guess..
and to my surprise.. theres no jam on the way back too..
on the way out..
i saw a huge amt of motors and car waiting in line to go in maalysia..
and they remind me of ld and sister..
while on the journey there..
i let my mind drift..
i let it drift anywhere it wants to be and where they wanna end up last..
and i thought about loads of stuffs..
decisions are soOO tought to make..
its killing me and my brain cells now..
someone plz give me a knife so i can kill myslef and nt make any decisions..
i really feel like baby is still the best..
coz they have NO DECISIONS TO MAKE AND NO WORRIES TO CARE ABOUT..
but i noe that we cant always stay in the baby stage..
coz we need to grow up and learnt things and be independent..
and im sick and tried of the STUPID FEELING..
and im also sick and tired of every f***ing things that is going ard me..
i dun give a damn if its refering to me..
i dun give a damn if u wan to say what you wan say..
coz i dun give a freaking damn to it..
do whatever you like..
i know i sound very pissed or angry or whatever u name it..
but im not..
frankly speaking im not..
im just tired..
really tired of all this freaking things and all..
if things are meant to happen..
just let it happen..

i miss the peeps ard me soOO much..=(
i miss my cousins too.. ah gong and the whole gang, tai tai misses you all..=(
i've soOO many things on hand to do too..
hope i can do it in time..
take care peeps..=)

2009-03-22T19:03:00.010+08:00

gotten back my results..
all i can say that..
thanks to all for your encouragement, etc..
you guys sld know who you are..

blame it on those very very very clever students(which are not local).

coz they pulled my GPA down..

but neverless..

i know i've done my best and im glad that i've graduated sucessfully..=)

met up with my gals in the late afternoon on friday after the results were released..

went to the career fair at suntec..

nothing much i would say..

went for dinner before heading to esplanade for out slacking session..

hmmm..

i shall let the pics to the talking..=)

acting cute..

crazy us trying to act sad..the CRAZY us..superman.. who wans to fly with them??

the EMO-ing us..the normal us..reflection time.. toilet time..this looks nicer at nite..

take care peeps..

2009-03-20T05:21:00.005+08:00

look at the time now..
most people should be in their dreamland whereas me??
i cant get to sleep..
results is today..
either a doom or happy day..
gonna wait and see..
slept at 3am plus or so..
but woke up at 0345am and i just cant get back to sleep..
so toss and turn..
but there's no use..
coz i still cant sleep..
coz im freaking scared of my results lahz..
gonna pray all the best..

okie..
set this aside first..
let me talk about other things..
meet up with linnet the other day and had quite a long chat with her..
its been a long time sicne i last met her coz we're both busy with school and our own stuffs..
got to know smt too..
well..
all i could say was..
is it worth it??

for the past few days, i was busy too..
busy meeting up with my babes, my gals and the gang..
met up with wife after she came back from penang..
thanks for the coffee and tea you had given me..
met up with my gals for some chatting session too..
and my gand for a majiong-ing session..
coz im not a person who can stay at home the whole day unless i have smt to do or when im lazy to go out..
its been a long time since i play le..
and finally..
i met up with my babes..
its been econs years since i last met them coz we're all busy with work, school,etc..
but we finally had the time to meet up..
and we had loads of fun cam-whorping and a long chatting session too..
gonna blog about smt soon..
okie..
i'll let the pics do the talking..

i simply love waffles..=)

i love the ferries wheel..=)

im dreaming to have a bag like this..
gonna save..candid shot..=)leaving our foot steps where we walk..
take care peeps..
*praying hard for results..*

2009-03-11T00:01:00.003+08:00

hmmm..
im back a post of reflections or i sld say a thinking concept post..
well..
im not sure of that too..
was out with my gals aith JJ today..
and we did talk alot..
and during some parts and pieces..
we're feeling like soOOo...
its undescrible ar..
and my frend bomb me a quest ytd and decided to ask that gals for a second option..
but it turns out to be the same as what i said..
so.. there's no difference..

had been thinking on the way home and some parts during the talking session while JJ is asleep..
well..
just thinking..
its it worth to just give out every single thing and not taking anything back in return??
in the past..
i felt that doing smt was a little stupid..
but i still did it no matter what..
but i feel that i sld take smt in return..
but its different from now..
i give out the things and not expecting any single thing for a return..
and i meant that..
NOT A SINGLE THING..
people may think that im soOO foolish..
but you guys had nvr been tru what i went tru..
so you guys will noe know about it unless my babes and the class..
i tried to help anyone and everyone if i can..
coz they are my frends..
so i dun even need to think twice when it comes to helping..
but sometimes..
you tend to feel a little helpless to some things..
even though you noe that you have peeps there..
but you tend to keep it to urself till a certain time before you say out..
and thats me..
i noe my frends noe that if i have smt on..
they wont come pressing me for and answer or even questioning me..
coz they noe that i will let them noe no matter what..

sometimes i do wonder that am i a good frend to my frends..
you just cant help wondering..
eve though some of u know that u're a great frend..
but you olso tend to think about this question..
coz everyone does..
and im happy for my frends in whatever achievement they had..
be it in a relationship, studies, etc..
if they are happy..
im at ease.
people might think that im crazy..
but to me..
if my frends are happy for their own doings..
im happy for them too..
its just a natural thing that frends does to frends..
or i sld just plainly say its CARE AND CONCERN..
and i dun care if people take me for granted and all..
coz i still care for them..
its not an easy job..
its nt a staint job..
but they are my frends..
and dats be it.. that's the answer..
so what for to bother if they are going to treat you equally or not..
as long as you noe that you've done ur best its fine already..
as long as you noe that you dun dui bu qi urself..
and thats just about it..
BUT THANK GOD THAT I HAVE SOOOO MANY GREAT FRENDS ARD ME..=)

proberly need some time to set aside this thinking and all..
but i just cant help myself from thinking..
results will be out in 9 days..
and i think im getting sick soon..
but who cares..
coz i will enjoy my holidays to the fullest before i stepped into the workforce and my study life again..
im missing my babes and peeps..
im fine and dun worry about me..
take care peeps..=)

2009-03-08T20:41:00.006+08:00

gonna post this quick before i leave my hse to meet my frends..

though i still have half an hour to spare..

but u all know ar..

gals tend to take a longer time to dress and all before they go out..

so i still have to make this fast..

had been busy this few days..

rushing here and there to get things done and all..

but finally..

its all settled..

and therefore i can take a breather..

went for the E-awards ytd..

thanks to her for the tixs..=)

and i just simply love the view there..

if you just dun believe..

i have pics to show you..

i LOVE the ferris wheel..=)

wanted to take FULLERTON HOTEL..

but its too far, so..=(

construction for IR..(i guess)

the stage..

hmm..

i've been really bored this few days..

coz i have graduated from school..

and frankly speaking..

i missed school soOO much..

i noe this doesnt come out from my mouth often..

or i sld say..

you guys sld noe that will not say that i mssed school no matter what..

but the fact for now is that i really missed it..

but i dread dragging myself out of bed soOO early and i dread for exams..

contridating huh..

but..

i guess that is part and parcel of life..

had a class gathering on friday..

and im soOo glad that soOO many people turn up..

and i was freaking busy coz i have to go many place to get all the last min stuffs..

hahha..

but its was fun..

i really hope you guys enjoyed urself as much as i did..

coz im not sure when will be the nxt gathering as most of you peeps will be going for NS and stepping into the workforce..

but no matter what..

we still need to meet up ya..

i'll organise another gathering..

hahahah..

thanks to all for turning up..

pic that was taken about a year ago i think in school..

and another pic that was taken on our gathering..

and finally the pics taken on friday itself..

look.. they're busy bbq-ing.. the Gals..=)
Da Ge Da..=)Ou Xiang..=)

pics below..

we took soOO many times coz some were blur..i do admit we've change soOO much during the past 3 years..

being the onli gal in class wasnt easy..

but im glad to have my guys there..

always making lessons,tutorials,practicals fun..

and tru this 3 years..

we've become good frends..

not forgetting my gals too..

having same lectures together..

and i still need to admit that i miss my peeps though we had just met up on friday..

till then..

take care peeps..=)

2009-03-03T01:24:00.007+08:00

heyz peeps..
its been about a month since i last blog..
coz im soOOo busy..
and why am i soOO busy..
coz im busy preparing for my exams..
and ITS FINALLY OVER..
and im soOO glad..
coz during this period..
im soOO stressed and im lacking of sleep..
but now its over..
i can finally rest..
im unoffically graduate..
graduation cermony is on the 14 of May..
3yrs had passed soOO fast..
im soOO going to miss school excpet the exams part..
coz i agreed that its a stressful chore that we have been going tru..
but im glad to go tru with wife and KLP..
we've been studying together for the whole exams period..
and i still remembered that wi have to wake up at 5am..
which is soOo early and its been a long time that i have woken up for school
coz our paper is at 9am..
so we went school early to do the last min studying..
and as i was saying..
im going to miss my peeps too..
they noe who they are..
coz i've been telling them..
im going to enjoy myslfe this friday..
coz we might not noe when will we be meeting up again coz my peeps are going NS soon..
but i noe we still can meet up..
and im going to plan the nxt gathering again.. (i guess)

went to malaysia with wife, sl, zw, marcus and rt..
had dinner there before coming back then off to causewaypoint for a little shopping before heading for home..
went out again at night for supper with the gang..
as usual ar..
im just sitting down looking at them eating..
and...

i think im getting sick soon..
flu is coming up and my eyes are sollwen..
went out today with wife to batok..
and she decided to bring JJ along..
had luch before heading to the arcade..
as usual..
JJ played the usual game..
went for movies after that and he fell asleep halfway..
and i agree with wife that its tiring to bring a kid out..
but i was fun..
took turns to carry him coz he was asleep and it wasnt easy..
met up with jy after dat and bought some essential things..
and i bought some storybooks..
and 1 was recommended by jy..
and its freaking nice..
its been a long time since i touched a storybook..
but i just simply love reading..
so i keep myself occupied with some books that i bought..
okie..
i'll end off with the pics i took today and valentine's day i celebrated with my gals..
take care peeps..

valentine's day..

happy family..saw a rainbow the other day at my hse..

2009-02-04T22:47:00.003+08:00

dun know why..
just feeling like blogging in two version..
both english and chinese..
i'll start off with the english one first..

English Version:
IM GOING TO BI GUAN XIU LIAN LE!!!!
coz exams are coming soon..
and im going to mug my very best/hard to make up for the marks and all..
so that i can hit my goals..
MUGGING, MUGGING AND MORE MUGGING!!!!
STUDY, STUDY AND MORE STUDY!!!!
been really busy with all the upcoming tests, exams and workload, chinese new year celebration and etc..
VERY VERY STRESS TOO..
with all the tests and workload..
soOo envy that my frends graduated while im still studying for exams..
will be updating after my exams le..
or maybe once in a bluemoon when i cant absorb anymore notes/info into my small little brain..
take care peeps..=))
and all the best to those taking exams..

Chinese Version:
我要闭关修练了。。
因为考试要到了。。
所以要加倍的努力。。加倍的读书。。
这样才能达到我的目标。。
很羡慕那些毕业的朋友们。。
可能会等到考试后再写日记了吧。。
那些要考试的朋友们。。我们一起加油吧。。
take care..=))

2009-02-01T19:50:00.007+08:00

大家好。。我回来了。。哈哈。。
你们的新年过的怎样呢??
是不是拿了很多红包。。
记得跟我分享一点叻。。哈哈。。
was pondering wheather to blog in chinese or english..
coz this is going to be long..
so i've decided to blog in both language..

今年的新年还蛮忙得。。
有很多东西要做。。
而且，今年和kuching的cousins一起过还蛮不错的。。
玩的很疯。。

to be frank, i think there isnt any atmosphere this yr..
maybe its due to the retrenchment bahz..
last friday went for dinner with my cousins and uncles at a teochew resturant at chinatown..
food wasnt that good..
maybe they had changed the chef..
yu sheng..
had a bbq cum steamboat reunoin dinner on sat with my cousins..
its was fun..
coz i haven seen them like for a month after i left kuching..
hahha..
played tennis with them before we started dinner..
as on sunday..
went to my aunty place for reuion dinner before going back home to do all the last min preparations..

大年初一。。
早上到了庙后就去我大伯的家拜年。。
晚上去了Westin Hotel去庆祝我aunty的生日。。
那里的四川菜蛮好吃的。。
因为够辣和酸。。
生日蛋糕还蛮特别的。。
是留连年高蛋糕。。
蛋糕很好吃。。
留连年高蛋糕..
after dinner, went to my cousin's hse for playing cards session..
hahha..
just to say..
now i know that cherrys are soOo sweet and nice..
not that i dun like it..
but the cherrys that i buy arent all sweet..
but these cherrys are different..
its soOo nice..=)

大年初二..
went to my big aunty's hse before heading to my small uncle's hse..
after that went to my mom's side brother hse before stoping at my mom's cousins hse for dinner..
soOO many places to go in one day and we're rushing like crazy..
played cards again till very late before heading for home..
am feeling soOo happy coz i was driving for 3 whole days..=)
one of the best chocolates i had..
its freaking nice and it cost freaking expensive too..
and the toilet is soOO nice too..
just like the hotel's toilet..

and as usual..
we took pics before they leave spore..

the cousins..=))

being bullied by them..
as for初三..
there is no school.. coz we postpone our lecture as there is no lab on that day..
wake up very early in the morning..
had breakfast with my parents before bring ah gong for shopping..
coz he wanted to buy/get smt..
they're leaving today..=(
went to tampines mall..
shopped around before heading for lunch then to the airport..
and i think ah gong get what he wanted to eat..
char kue tiao, thats wat he wanted..
coz its different from their side..
went to buget terminal..
stepped in and i saw this..
tot is was the fight no at first..
but when i take a closer look..
its actually the menu..
creative man..
after that.. headed to taka with my parents..
after dat.. went to Jp to meet up with judi, soon lee, zhi wei, rui ting and wei xiang for dinner..

took just a little..
coz im lazy to take ar..
hahah..

as for thursday..
i woke up late..
yes..
very late indeed..
woke up at 0830am and my lecture starts at 0830am..
so rush to school and i was freaking late..
end school early as there is no lab..
actually wanna catch a movie..
but due ti much discussions later..
we headed for home..

as for friday..
i woke up late AGAIN..
yes.. wake up late 2 days in a row and i rush to school once again..
went to catch a movie "love matters" with wei xiang and soon lee..
and the movie is soOo funny ar..
laughing like nobody business..
headed to bugis to but smt before heading home..
actually planned to send my aunty off..
but was having a terrible headache..
so i didnt went..

as for yesterday..
went to my parents' frends house for visiting..
and i just dun noe why..
think im soOO in love with their toilet..
its soOo nice ar..
its like its in an open space..
where u can see the people from outside whereas they cant unless they are very tall..
and we lao yu sheng again..
this is they 4th time i lao bahz..

part of the toilet..

the home-made yu sheng..
went to my frend's hse in the evening..
coz its their daughter's brithday and guess wats the cartoon character on the cake..

no pize for the right ans..

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its none other den care bear..
going wife's hse tml..
going visiting again later..
till then..
HAPPY "NIU" YEAR PEEPS..simply love this..=)

2009-01-25T01:28:00.002+08:00

soOO fast and its chinese new yr eve tml..
had both test this week and i passed one of it..
still waiting for the other..
hope i do well..
had been really busy this whole week..
busy cleaning the house, buying clothes, etc..
cousinses came on friday..=)
had an "early" reunion dinner with my cousins today..
had smt special this year..
had bbq and steamboat..
promised to treat ah gong and the rest..
still thinking if when to treat them..
had dinner with my cousins ytd too..
and how time flies..
we have all grown up.. to young adults..
tml is going to be another busy day again..
will update when i have the time..
and im just wondering..
everybody had been asking if i have a bf..
but i just dun noe why ar..
having soOo many question marks..
in the meantime..
HAPPY 牛 YEAR EVERYONE..
MAY YOU ALL GET LOADS OF ANGBAOS..=)

2009-01-21T01:16:00.002+08:00

report after report..
project after project..
test after test..
its like never ending..
but well.. theres no choice too..
2 down and soOo many more to go..
had PELN test after lesson..
well.. still okie..
but i just feel that i have careless mistakes AGAIN..
and i dun noe if i can do well..
but its over le..
so i'll just have to wait for the results..
exams coming up soon..
will start studying after chinese new yr..
coz its coming soon..
really soon..
its just nxt mon..
cant wait..
but i haven get all my clothes yet..
but what to be glad that..
almost all the spring cleaning is done..
just left with those minor ones...
and my cousins are coming soon..
they'll be here dis fri and having a bbq as a reunion dinner..
smt special this yr.. cool man..
went to bugis with jy..
coz trying to get new yr clothings..
we did manged to get some..
but think jy's head will go crazy..
coz she haven even start buying yet..
lessons was okie this few days..
WISP presentation is done and thats kinda of relief and EID too..
thanks wife for like doing almost everything coz i didnt really do much..
coz she dun wan let me do and ask me to study PELN instead.. hahah..
oh ya..
went back TEFE on sat with wife..
and u noe what..
we were being chased out man..
this is our first time being chased out after soOo many visits..
stupid lor..
giving us a stupid reason..
went back to take an invation from pandian..
coz he's getting married..
and he's asking us to go.. but we cant..
coz we're studying..
so no choice lor..
and this wife ar..
being random as usual..
she say she misses "sister" lehz..
surprised hor.. coz she very long nvr say le..
and just the other day, being random too..
i told wife i miss my "sister" lehz..
really random.. i olso dun noe why ar..
wont be updating till after chinese new yr bahz..
coz need to prepare loads of things..
take care peepps...

2009-01-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

getting a breather off from all my projects and all to blog..
changed a new blogskin and i jus love it..
being soOoO busy since school re-open..
soOo many work, tests, projects to do, study and handup..
soOoo many things to do and yet soOo little time..
how am i going to just do everything..
chinese new yr is nxt week..
and i haven get all my things yet..
need to get it all by this week before i get really busy nxt wk..
okie..
i'll stop here..
take care peeps..

2009-01-11T23:51:00.003+08:00

just recevied a phone call not long ago..
and i heard this news..
F***ING DAUGHTER DOING THIS TO UR OWN FATHER..
SAYING ALL THOSE LIES AND ALL..
U THINK ITS FUN AR..
ALL BECAUSE OF THIS EVERYBODY IS SCARED THAT UR DAD WILL DO SMT..
I NOE YOU WONT GET TO SEE THIS..
BUT I STILL WANNA SAY..
FOR GOODNESS SAKE AR..
HOW OLD ARE YOU LE..
DOING ALL THIS STUPID THINGS..
YOU THINK YOU ARE A 7 YR OLD KID AR..
EVEN A 7 YR OLD KID NOW WONT DO THIS..
PLS THINK OF UR DAD'S HEALTH..
AND PITY UR DAD FOR GOODNESS SAKE..
HOW OLD IS HE LE..
LETTING HIM DO THIS THINGS..
YOU THINK ITS FUN AR..
STUPID DAUGTHER DOING ALL THIS THINGS..
I ADMIT IM NOT A GD DAUGHTER AT TIMES..
BUT FOR UR STUPID GOODNESS SAKE..
I WONT TO THIS TO MY PARENTS..
PLZ USE THAT STUPID BRAIN OF URS TO THINK AR..
PISSED!!!!!

2009-01-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

just need to take some time off to blog this..
took 1 of my results ytd..
and im utterly disappointed in myself..
very disappointed..
didnt expect it to be like it..
and i dun even noe why i can let it take over me when i promise myself not to do so..
why is it controlling me when i noe i can do it..
and i sort of predict my other results too..
not pinning any high hopes on it..
but im gonna be happy for the results that i get..
i admit that in the past i feel uneasy when i dun get it..
but nw.. to be frank..
im fine..
even if i dun get it.. im okie..
i dun feel uneasy and all.. not lying..

to be frank..
i know i told wife loads of time that im out of this shit..
but i noe she wont believe me as i noe that she have the "gan jue"..
but i can stand firm now and say that im out..
YES!!! im out of this shit already..=)

and to be frank..
when i took my results ytd..
i was smiling like nobody business just to hide the disappointment that i have..
stuipd right..
but dun i have a choice..
i really cant forgive myself for doing that..
im i slept freaking early ytd..
just not to think about the results..
but it results in..
im still soOO down and disappointed in myself that i dun even wanna talk in school today..
i was soOo into my own world that wife they all had to repeat twice so that i noe what are they talking about..
and i was soOo into my own world that i force the stupid tiredness face to them today..
just to let them noe that im tired..
but to be frank..
im not.. just hiding it away from them..
dun wanna them to worry and all.. but i noe they still do..

but i've promise myself that i will do well in my studies after i step out from my examnation room on the last paper..
coz i dun that i wont do that well..
i might not get the results that i wanted..
but i told myself that no matter what..
even if the sky is to fall on me..
im going to study hard..
im going to get my goals that i aimed for..
and i noe that i can do it..
thats my new yr resolution too..
and i noe once i set my mind to it i can do it..
and whats past is the past..
its a new beginning to everything..
and i mean everything..
im leaving all the unhappiness and all behind..
and im going to work hard for my future including my studies..
and im just going to say..
VANESSA IS GOING TO WORK HARD AND ACHEIVE MY GOALS..
AND I MEAN THAT..
take care peeps..=)

2009-01-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

hey peeps..
this is going to be a quick update and im going to rush off to do my projects..
coz i haven do finish yet..
and im running out of time..
and whats worse is im still in a hoilday mood and school starts tml..
yes..
tml is school reopen...
and all the workload and stress is coimg back AGAIN..
and i mean again..
coz another 5 more weeks of schooling and its exams and im going to graduate..
thats fast..
in a blink of an eye..
3 years had passed..
fast.. fast.. fast...
drove dad's car just now..
and the difference between an auto car and maunal car is that..
its soOo easy to drive..
and im try to get used to auto car coz i've been driving manual all the way..
but that was a nice drive..
and i learnt parking too..
though it was not gd..
but im going to learn again..
okie..
gtg..
take care peeps..
will upate soon..=)
*random-kinda miss all my frends and "ah gong" too..

2009-01-01T03:06:00.005+08:00

just came back from countdown not long ago..
and look at the time..
its soOo early and i need to wake up very early later too..
but it doesnt matter anyway..
for a changed..
went to vivo to countdown..
decided to change the venue coz i had been going to marina to countdown for the past few years..
and for a change too..
i went to countdown with my gals and i had loads of fun..
screaming and shouting like nobody's business..

wanna wish all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR..
and what my resoulation..
its stated below..
-hope all the peeps around me will stay happy, stay healthy and live thier life to the fullest..
-get good grade forvmy studies..
-find a good job after i graduate..
-slim down..
-live my life to the fullest..
-achieve my goals that i have aim for the coming months ahead..
actually there's more..
but i cant really remb coz im really tired now..
but i know that i can do anything if i believe in myself and i will acheive the things that i've aim for..
take care peeps..
HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN..=))

2008-12-31T00:01:00.002+08:00

okie..
before i start my post..
i just need to say smt..
if there is anything u need to noe or want to ask.. pls ask me directly or straight into my face and if u noe the ans.. plz dun ask me again..
coz i really feel like an stupid idoit repeating the same freaking thing again when the ans is known..
okie enough of this things..

yeah!!
its the last day of the year and tml will be a new beginning of a new year and everything..
we will say goodbye to 2008 and welcome 2009..
how fast time flies..
just an blink of an eye..
a year had passed.. its really fast..
in 2008, i had encounter happy and sad memories..
but stepping into a new year..
i will forget my unhappy past/put down and look forward to the new year ahead..
as i noe that there will be smt good and exciting awaiting for me in the new year..
and i noe that there's no point hanging on the past..
we need to learnt to let go and move on..
acomplish alot of things in 2008..
hope 2009 will be a better one..
take care peeps..=)

2008-12-30T00:29:00.011+08:00

heyz peeps!!
im back from my holidays at kuching..
all i can say is i really have loads of fun, even though most of the time was spend playing majong and cards..
and i miss the peeps there..
ah gong and gang if u all see this..
tai tai misses you all ar..
this is going to be a long entry filled with pics and words..
so here's the entry..
woke up very early on the day itself.. or i sld said i didnt really sleep..
set off at 4am in the morning coz my flight is at 6am in the morning and i have to go jb to take my flight..
when i reached the airport, i saw this and it reminds me of smt that i will always say when judi says smt.. hahha..
so we had no choice to wake up early..
and wats worse was its raining and being on a budget airline..
we had no choice but to use an umbrella to shelter ourselves to board the plane..
went on air asia flight..
and had quite a bumpy ride.. coz the clouds were thick and huge..
juz simply love the view of the clouds..
and it feels gd to be above it..
a little part of kuching..and the plane that we took..different views of the sky and clouds taken on the plane..
and i didnt sleep much truout the trip..
coz had to wake up early everyday for breakfast with the whole grp..
and slept very late every nite due to our "gambling" and watching of tv..
went to the oragn utan park the other day..
and we were just in time coz it was their feeding time..
so we're able to see all of the monkeys..

the monkeys..

had dinner on the 2nd night at the club..

the food there was not bad and the serving were soOo big that we could not finish..

took only some pics.. coz we're too hungry and i forget to take the pics too..this veggie can only be found in kuching.. but i cant remb the name and it taste a little bit like lady's finger..

went shopping the other day and there's only 2 shopping centre in kuching..

and the shops in the shopping centre are mostly food.. so there wasnt clothes and all to buy and shop..

but i saw this shop and stuff toy and it reminds me of wife..but i did bought some things though..

that is..socks.. yes.. socks..my bro had donuts for tea-time..

as for me.. i had this for a treat..yes.. ice-cream.. and its nice!!=)

and what is different is that, they weight the ice-cream to determine the price.. thats kinda cool!!

and i found out that there's soOo many differnt kind of fruits and food that kuching has and spore doesnt..cant really remb whats the name.. but if u cooked it with fish.. its damn nice..pink guava.. which is seldom seen in spore i think..die standing prawns.. but dun ask me why is it called that..this blechan beehoon is very unique.. cant find it in sopre, its only in kuching..this is nice..what a beautiful card i have while playing tai dee..=)beautiful flowers found in my aunty's garden..thanks everyone for your christmas pressies..=))our pasttime..=))

and they say.. if you nvr had kuching laska and kuo lo mee in kuching.. means you 've not been there..

and its really nice.. no kidding at all..=)kou lo mee..=))

took pics with my whole gand of cousins.. but some pics are still not with me yet..

so i'll upload whatever i have first..tai tai with ah gong..=)manage to ask them to smile after taking soOo many pics..the two stupid boys..and our grp pics(not complete) before we left for spore..

all in all i had loads of fun.. people ask me what can i do dere.. and i told them i gamble and play cards, not forgetting the food and the sight-seeing.. and what i buy back are only food.. coz theres not much shopping there..

okie.. i'll end here.. cant wait for ah gong to come and visit us the nxt mth..=))

take care peeps..

2008-12-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

today post is going to be in 2 versions..
1 in chinese and the other 1 is none other than english..
dun noe why..
just have a urge to blog both english and chinese..
so i'll start off with the english version first..

firstly.. wanna wish someone a very happy bday!!!
::Happy Birthday YuEn!!::
may all ur wishes come true!! take care and meet up soon..=)

secondly.. im soOO excited and happy while typing this..
that is ..
I FINALLY PASSED MY TP..
i was soOo shocked that i passed.. coz i feel that i didnt do that well while im on the road even though i didnt hit and kerb this time during my TP..
coz i did hit a few during my past TP..
and im soOo freaking happy that i passed..
coz i've spend quite alot on driving le..
wanna thank them, my instructor and my tester..
and my tester told me smt that i find it funny.. hahha..
and i went to call almost everyone i noe to tell them..
i've been wanting this liscene for a long time already..
cant wait foe them to send it to me.. hahha..
and i've taking it for a long time..
u cant imagine those who start learning later than you passed first..
stressed i would say..
and till now.. im smiling like nobody business..
i cant just only say that.. by not giving up in the things that you're working for..
you can definitely do it with all your preservation and determination..
coz i have done it.. and i will continue with this spirit be it in studies or anything that i have to overcome..
oh ya..
i will not be in spore from the 24th to 28th this month..
heading to kuching for my christmas holiday..
will buy smt back provided they have things they for me to buy..
take care peeps..
will be back to update more after my trip back to spore..
CIAO..=)

现在到华语的时候了。。
我还是长话短说吧。。
把重点说出来就好了。。
首先。。
想要祝玉恩生日快乐。。
希望你美梦成真。。
还有。。
最重要的部分来了。。我终于考到执照了。。
我超开心的。。想这天的到来想了很久了。。
所以我终于拿到的时候我还不相信。。怕自己听和看错。。
真的荒天不复苦心人。。我终于做到了。。
如果你下定决心做一件事。。你一定会得到你所要的。。我已经做到了。。你们也能做的到。。
不要轻易就放弃。。要相信自己。。
到了现在我还在笑。。
对了。。
我这个24到28不会在新加坡。。会和家人去kuching庆祝圣诞节。。
会买东西会来给你们除非那里有东西买啊。。
好了。。就说到这里。。
晚安了。。

2008-12-19T02:40:00.010+08:00

look at the time now and im still wide awake..

maybe its due to sleeping the whole afternoon bahz..

after coming back from doing smt in the morning, i slept till 4pm plus before off to meet wife and li..

didnt really sleep well the night before..

so.. i slept till i bao today and the feeling is great, though i felt like im a pig coz im sleeping almost the whole day..

okie, as i was saying..

off to meet wife and li to celebrate our advance christmas..

as we'll are not in spore during christmas..

meet at ps and had dinner at thai express..

and as usual ar.. i didnt finish my food coz i was freaking full..

was still deciding where to go after that and we finally settled at taka's coffee club and exchange our presents..

as the previous post i didnt upload and pics, coz im basically lazy.. i will do it in this post..

and i'll let the pics do the talking..=)

and our exchange begains..

our pressies..=)

this is how we looed when we open our pressies..=)after opening..it's soOo coinsidence that we bought the same gifts..

and i think thats the theme..

and the fuuny thing is that theres no winnie the pooh this year..our theme this year..=)

and guess whose phone belongs to who..

no prize for the correct ans..and cam-worping starts..
had a great time just now with my gals..

hope you guys like the pressies coz i love mine..

meet up soon again after we're back from our holidays..

oh yes..

bought JJ out ytd to batok as we're getting smt from ben..

thanks ben for ur slippers..

and wife really look like a typical mom..

just take a look below..

shelle's wedding..=

took this during our study..

coz PELN is making us go crazy...see how hardworking we are..and this is how messy the table is when studying starts..celebrate mom's bday the other day and heres the pics..

onli manage to take some as we're soOO hungry that i forget to take before the start eating..=(wanna thank wife and her mom for the wonderful chocolates..

its really really nice..

thanks..=)this chocolates are all the way from japan..=)

okie.. so i'll end off with 2 pics..

1 is the gifts from my gals and the other is a nice christmas "bear" tree..

take care peeps..=)

*feeling bad about smt..=(*

2008-12-17T01:08:00.003+08:00

哈哈。。大家好。。我终于回来写日记了。。好久没写日记了因为都在忙这准备考试。。所以没办法啊。。读书比较重要。。哈哈。。可是我终于考完了。。可以好好休息了。。因为在考试的日子里。。没什么睡到。。所以要捕充睡眠。。而跟历害的是。。直接考完试的隔天就去做工了。。哈哈。。工做还好啊。。直是时间有时还过的蛮慢的。。
威城成为我们读书的好地方了。。每次放学后或考试后都会去那里读书。。
三天前帮妈妈庆祝生日。。到了Great World City的日本餐厅吃。。那里的东西蛮好吃的。。可以去吃吃看。。前天和以前工做时的经理一起吃饭。。谢谢她的礼物和那个午餐。。希望她会喜欢我给她的礼物。。
最近也梦到很奇怪的梦。。可是梦里面没有我叻。。还蛮邪门的。。
对了。。还要恭喜shelle。。她结婚了。。我也答应过。。我任和一个朋友结婚我一定穿裙的。。而我也穿了。。哈哈。。
起是还有蛮多东西的。。可是我不怎么记得了。。你们都懂啊。。我有一个"很好"的记忆。。哈哈。。
明天要和老婆和她的小宝贝出门。。
后天和我的姐妹们去庆祝早的圣诞节。。因为今年的圣诞我不会在新加坡。。
讲到着个我在24th到28th不会在新加坡。。你们别太想我。。我会带礼物回来的。。
till then,
CIAO=)

2008-11-21T23:11:00.005+08:00

just came back from driving not long ago..
just a caution to everyone..
pls dun drive after your NAFA test..
coz i was soOO freaking tired and i felt giddy after the test..
but if i were to cancle it.. i will still have to pay..
so i decided to go driving despite the tireness and giddness that i had..
thanks mom and dad for fetching me home..
speaking about that..
i had my NAFA test today..
wanna thank the time kepper coz he really helped me alot..
and to my peeps too.. thanks for the encouragement..
while running the 2.4Km run..
i was soOo hungry and coz i was hungry..
my stomach was spinning like nobody business..
and i vomited and felt better after that..

met up with judi and aili for 2 conservative days..
had fun though i noe that they are bound to ask me smt or tell me smt after that..
and to aili.. if there is anything u wanna tell me..
u can let me noe.. i noe that there i smt you wanna ask me or tell me..
u can just tell me ar..
coz i noe u all noe that im...
and to wife.. she ar.. dun need say she will also say what she wanna say..
be it good or bad..
be it i will be angry, sad or happy..
she will just bomb the thing right straight into ur face..
so..
and pls dun blame yourself for the things you had ask me during EID lecture..
there's proberly a reason behind it for you asking it and i dun wanna rake things up again..
things that had to be done will be done..
i dun wanna to think about it AGAIN..
to all my peeps.. thanks for being there when i needed you guys..
sorry to those who had to bear up with my f****ing face,attitude and all..
im really sorry but im really gratefully too.. for all the things you guys had done..

i know that you guys think that im hiding smt for you all..
but i just wanna say that im fine and okie..
but theres proberly a minority that im hiding it..
but its not big.. its a small matter..
its not that i dun wanna say..
its just that.. i dun noe how to rephrase the things to tell you all..
and as u all noe me..
if i were to say.. i will definatly tell you de..
there will be no hiding to everything and everyone..
but i just really dun noe how to phrase the thing..
i noe i may look fierce, tired and not myself the past few months with my freaking attitude..
dats proberly due to the stressness, tiredness and some other factors..
common tests are coming soon..
i dun noe if i cant do well..
4 core modules and i dun even noe how am just going to handle the module..
im like soOO freaking stress with studies and projects are piling up too..
but i noe that i need to have my cool so i can think well, rest well without being so not me everyday..
im going to mug hard for common tests..
im not going to let myself down again..
haven been sleeping well too..
i will try to sleep early if i can.. coz theres load of things to do..

wanna thank wei xiang for lending me his cap to play..
and i had a different image.. being vey hop.. as what wife said..
and wife's was like soOo not her..
pics are below..
wife who doesnt look like her..
and thats me..

off to see my books.. coz it mugging time..

take care peeps.. and i will be back as the vanessa u all know..=)

lastly.. im going to 闭关修炼le.. coz common tests are just ard the corner..

CIAO..=)

2008-11-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

决定还是靠自己比较好。。
人还是轻里轻未比较好。。
靠人太多也不已定是好事。。
因为。。
决定了事我一定会去做的。。
直能说该做的我一定会做。。
也直想说。。
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角。。

2008-11-16T00:14:00.004+08:00

最近不懂为什么就是想要用华语来写日记。。
很难得我会用华语来写的。。
应该是头脑的那一个神劲接错了吧。。哈哈。。
最近都真得好累好累。。
几个月前为了某些是烦/难过。。
可是现在除了有其他的原因之外就是功课了。。
最近的功课非常繁重。。压力好大啊。。
每天都没什么睡到。。
但也没办法啊。。
能的话，会尽量早睡得。。
拜五早上约了老婆后，买了pizza后，就去找老大了。。
因为是他的生日。。
所以就买东西到那里吃。。
我们请他们吃。。
而且我们还被他们欺负啊。。
他们都知道我们怕痒。。
所以用了我们的缺点来欺负我们。。
但，每次我们回去都会很开心得。。
因为他们一定会弄我们笑。。
而我们也能把烦恼和繁重的功课压力战时抛到一边。。
真的很感谢他们。。
旁晚约了老婆和爱丽到了镇发活海鲜吃晚餐。。
还蛮吓到的。。因为排队的人还真多啊。。
可是我们玩的也吃的很开心。。
吃饱后，原本是要看电影的。。
可是没什么好看得电影，所以我们决定去唱歌。。
唱到很high叻。。
有可能是很久没去唱歌了吧。。
三八夫女节过了吗。。
还对三八这个子还蛮开心得。。哈哈。。
对了。。那时跟老婆。。
谁买那支winnie the pooh, pigglet, tigger, eeyore还是很可爱得小熊。。
就是可爱得东西，我一定会爱那个人的。。
而且。。
有人买给我了。。
想知道是谁吗??
她就是我妈妈啊。。
她买了一只很大的winnie the pooh给我。。
thanks mummy..=)
但不管你们有没有送。。
我还是会爱你们的。。真的。。没骗你们。。
还有。。我们也买了很多面包。。
因为面包有promotion,所以就买了蛮多。。
那我三餐就吃面包了。。哈哈。。
好了。。就写到这里。。
大家晚安。。=) my winnie the pooh...=) tks mom..the amt of bread..=)

2008-11-14T04:01:00.003+08:00

很久没上网写日记了。。
因为最近都在忙很多东西。。
忙也忙不完。。
也没什么时间休息。。

首先想要跟老大说声生日快乐。。
又老了一岁了。。
希望你天天都开心。。

看看现在几点了。。
大多数的人都在睡了吧。。
而我呢，还在赶功课。。
直能说的是。。
该赶好的功课能算是赶好了吧。。
但是我还有很多还没做完。。
直能说功课是永远都做不完的。。
我的压力好大啊。。因为考试会要到了。。
不管怎样，我一定要加把练习。。

对了。。上个星期天和老大，阿锋，阿威，大勇和老婆去了马来西亚。。
想跟他们说声谢谢。。
谢谢他们带我们到处走。。还满好玩的。。
直不过我和老婆都有点累。。因该是我们没睡好吧。。

其实我真的累了。。
精神上，生体上都累了。。
我也不想去管那么多了。。

期待明天的到来。。
因为好久没跟爱丽和老婆一起出门玩了。。
明天就玩的痛快啊。。
暂时把功课和烦恼炮一边。。
要继续做功课了。。
晚安了。。。

2008-11-05T21:00:00.007+08:00

before i start off..
peeps, can help me do a survey on foreign workers..
its a project that im working on now..
thanks a million ya..
heres the link..
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=65RB0T_2fAdClNkgCe6tvHMg_3d_3d

im stil feeling abit bad ar..
coz wife wanna attend lecture today, but i didnt want to..
so sort of physco her not to go too..
coz u noe why..
we had 5 hrs of break.. actually theres lessons in the middle..
but the lecturer had to attend smt..
so he decided to cancle off.. and so in return..
we had 5hrs of break..
we went out and didnt wanna go back for the 2 hrs lessons..
coz its abit sian ar and just to go back for de 2 hrs and return hme??
its abit waste of time plus sian too ar..
so we skip the lecture..
got people to sign for us.. thanks ya..
but before heading back home..
went to westmall for some arcarde session with wife, zhi wei,soon lee and wei xiang..
brings back loads of memories..
coz its my sort of second hme during my secondary school days..
had fun there palying puzzle bobble coz its been econs since i played that..
and thanks to wife who bring the DS lite..
had fun playing cooking mama and we're just like kids playing that...
went for a talking and checking of prices for our EID before heading for hme..

think wife know that i've been saying that im fianlly out of this shit for tons of time..
but she didnt wanna sort of believe me coz i think she noes that smt is going to happen to me??
or sld i say the both of us..
and just recently..
im saying that again..
im glad that im out of this shit and im happy over it..
but as usual..
she dun really think so..
untill today..
she finally see smt and she decided to sort of believe it..
had been thinking bout this not only once..
but tons of times..
i just feel that im like a wooden block place infront of them..
trying to help them without fail if they needed my help..
but i olso noe that i like soOO "freaking extra" there..
and the feeling is NOT GOOD...
but i olso noe that if i dun help her..
she might not know what to do and what her nxt move..
coz i noe her too well..
i may sound that im soOo "wei da" here..
but im just trying to help in whatever i can or whatever is needed of me..
i decided to take a step back a long time ago..
but.. theres always smt crop up in the middle..
im just going to let them settle everything themselves..
im not goin to do anything but just to sit down and watch..
and wife..
u sld noe what i mean..
if there is anything u still can tell me..
i will try to help.. (u noe what am i saying de)

to you if u are reading or not..
dis part is for you..
决定把这一段有华语来诉说。。
不管你是否会看还是不会看。。
可是我直想说的就是。。
我终于可以不管这些事了。。
我很早就说我已经拖里这个苦海了什么事都不用管了。。
但我也不能放她一个人在那里不懂要怎样做。。
该转左还是转右。。
我相信她也不知道该怎样做还是怎样去面对。。
我也能做的直有尽量的帮她。。
有时有决的我有点怪怪的。。
就是不因该站在你们的中间。。
有点像你们助爱得东西。。
如果让你决的什么的话。。
在这里跟你说生对不起。。

thinking alot recently..
wife said im crazy today and i told her..
okie.. den i just go back to the past me before im okie..
as in people would wanna beat me with de tired face that i have..
coz when im freaking tired..
i will have the kiam pa face..
as i said, had been thinking alot recently..
some things may had been resolved but it will still always be there..
i sld MIA a while..
settle all the feelings, putting them back where they sld be and i will be back..
but no worries..
the crazy vanessa is back..
just that..
if u guys wanna find me, u can find me in school..
coz i will still be attending lesson..
take care peeps..
this blog might be in peace for a while until im back..
VANESSA IS GOING TO MIA...
take care..=)

2008-11-03T12:48:00.002+08:00

*edited*
in school blogging now..
had a dream last night and slept ard 2am plus and woke up at ard 3am plus feeling shocked..
though i felt shocked..
but i had see it coming.. so i wasnt surprised when i see that..
and i felt soOO relief out of a sudden though i woke up in schocked..
a kind of relief that all i wanted to have after all this..
was smiling to myself when i went back to slp..
was smiling too when my mom woke me up in the morning asking me what time is my school..
coz i dun like ppl waking me up soOo early just to ask that..
but i was feeling fine not angry whatso ever..
if that really happen..
i will give them the blessing..
all the blessing that all i wanted to give i will give it to them..
so i noe that they deserved it..
good luck peeps..
my blessing will be given to u with no regrets..=)

2008-11-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

她们每次都在。。。
a sentence or words that i didnt expected to hear..
but i did..
and just after the sentence was said..
there's soOo many things running tru my mind..
okie.. i'll set aside that coz its tough to say what is it..
so i'll just skip that and talk about others..

went for dinner with scb..
think its been a long time since we sat down and have some "proper" meal..
not say that we didnt eat any thing..
but its just that we treated ourselves some gd food, coz its been a long time since we had dat as a duo..
went coffee club located at marina square..
love the ambience there, coz there is a fountain..
and it's just soOo nice..
after ordering the food..
we talk loads of stuffs..
happy,crazy stuffs and AGAIN laughing like nobody business..
headed hme after that coz we're both tired..
think this is proberly the first time we went hme soOo early bahz..
coz normally we go out, we dount go hme soOO early de lor..
but dis time we abit fan chang ar..

ytd.. went out with mummy in the morning before meeting jy at bugis..
and mummy ask me a funny thing in the morning..
how come u wake up sOo early when u slept soOo late de last nite..
i told her.. i dun noe lehz.. cant slp lehz..
infact i just slept for 2 hrs and i woke up to have breakfast lor..
headed to bugis coz jy wanna buy smt..
and i bought smt too..
i bought a skellton jacket..=)
but she was the wan that had a shopping spree ar..
went to watch coffin..
and it turns out to be BAD.. and i meant that..
nt scary and nt worth watching..
dun have a story line, no head and no tail..
sld have watched saw(V) instead..
it might be loads better than coffin..
still have some other movies to watch like MSH3, Saw(V) etc..
need to see when i have the time to watch it..
coz had been really busy recently with school work and finding a job..
and i need a job badly..
headed hme after that..
and guess we're both soOo tired that we dozed off in the bus..

went clubbing with the gang on friday..
coz its halloween night and actually they plan to dress up to scare..
but turns out that we didnt.. coz this was soOo last min plan and so we didnt dressed up..
went st james and ***a*(guess urself bahz..)
as usual.. we were playing all those nonsense games and the loser will have to drink..
but turns out to be that..
even you're not the loser.. u still have to drink lor..
was "guan" by them ar..
or i sld say we all "guan" each other..
left there ard 4am plus, thus reaching hme at 5am plus..
only slept 2 hrs before heading out(as said in the above entry)

alright, heres the pics..
was cam -worping as usual..

the lovely fountain..

coffee club..

the foodie and drinks..
chilli flakes and tobcao sauce is a must when i have my pasta..
i put loads of those..
peeps will be scared of it coz it will taste too hot..
but to me.. without it??
just like smt missing..
back to doing my stuffs..
and i need a job badly..
take care peeps...=)

2008-10-30T22:56:00.002+08:00

i hereby saying that i've sort of done it..
or i should say that i've put it down and im walking towards what i want..
not saying that i will forget, but it will be kept somewhere where it will still be remembered..
just a little more time and im back to the bubbly, active, crazy vanessa..
i'll be back to my oldself.. just a little more time and that will do..
how did i manged to straighten out my thinking is that..
im really gratefully to all who had been there for me when i was really down..
putting up a brave front when i wasnt feeling alright..
but i'll just have to do it..
i dun wan to let my frends and all get worried for me..
coz i noe that they have their own probs and all..
by telling them, it might add another burden to them..
so i just restricted all to myself and as a result..
i cant get to sleep.. or i sld say i dun feel like sleeping that early..
coz there's loads on my mind..
but thanks to all those who are constantly reminding me this and that..
i've straightened out..
thanks peeps..(weather did i tell u all this)
but all your care and concerns made me relised smt..
you guys dun noe how much u played ur role within this tough period that i've went tru..
im really thankful..
i noe that the past few weeks in school, my face was like freaking tired..
nobody dare to talk to my coz they scared that i might bashed them up..
they let me slowly turned back.. (which means i start the talking first)
coz i didnt really sleep well and all and thats the cost of being tired..
but im fine now..
and wife told me smt that i was huh?? really?? how come??
she told me the decision she had made..
and i was planning to tell her that i've sort out my thinking..
and she told me that..
we minds do think alike hor..
and i was like soOo crazy in school lor..
laughing like crazy.. talking nonsese..
and if u see me become qiao cui or what in a months time it means that im damn freaking stress in school..
PELN is the module that is driving us crazy..
dun understand a single shit the lecturer is talking..
feel like giving up the module and change to another one..
but i might think otherwise now bahz..
or i sld let nature take its course..
wanna thank wife and franis for helping out with the module..
at least i do understand what is the module about..
school as usual, boring..
who think school is enjoyable if u have my stupid timetable..
ciao peeps...
and thank you all once again..=)

2008-10-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

yes!! im still in the mist of doing my project..
but i have an urge to blog..
i olso dun noe why..
but before i start saying anything..
i wanna watch this ar..
yes!! High School Musical 3..
just simply love this show ar..
and not only i love the show..
i like the pepes who act in it..
and they are.. (just naming 2 of them)
Zac Efron&Vanessa Hudgens..
Zac Efron..
Vanessa Hudgens..
arent they cute, handsome and pretty..=)
there are olso some other movies that im planning to watch too..
soOo many movies to watch..
so need to plan when to watch which movie..=)

hear this particular song on my way home..
"新不了情"
it brought back loads of things..
happy and sad i would say..
but no matter how am i going to forget this song i just cant..
coz this song is sang by him&grp..
and besides dat, i will always sing this out of the blue..
but all i could say that the lyrics in it is soOO..
i dun noe how to describe..
if you all understand the lyrics well..
you'll just get what i mean..
its just tough.. but i noe that im going to do it..
its just a matter of time..
and i really hope that i could do it fast..
and i mean fast..
i really dun like the feeling that im trapped in no where..
dun noe what am i going to do nxt..
it feels soOo freaking stupid??
can i find myself back soon??
back to my project..=)
take care peeps..

2008-10-27T15:19:00.003+08:00

im blogging at mac now while doing my project..
its only the 2nd week of school and i had tons to do..
well.. no choice olso ar..
hw time had passed..
its mon now which means tml is back to school day..
didnt really rest well the past few days coz i had been going out with frends..
and busy doing project and not forgetting packing my messy room..
hahah..

went back to TEFE on saturday..
coz we're free..
we only go back when we are free to visit the peeps there..
hahah..
had breakfast in the morning wif wife coz we missed the ba chor mee there..
so went there 2 have that..
but before that..
went to buy things kor and yow san..
coz they wanna eat smt..
and whats worse is that i reached blk 207 le.. den kor said he wanna eat kfc..
so went back 2 westmall before heading there..
as usual or i can say without fail we will always have laughter when we go back..
coz they will always make us laugh like nobody's business..
and i learnt smt new..
nxt time u all eat chicken rice must put ma you ar.. coz it will taste nicer??
i dun noe lehz.. i try le den i let you all noe..
its my sister who teach me de..
and i do have a new sister..
wanna noe who he is..
he is none other than Mr Vio..
my new sister.. hahha..
went out with the grp after meeting my frend..
went to chiong.. hahaha..
its been a long time since i went there le..
had loads of fun..
okie..
off to do my project..
before i end here..
pls visit this blog and do leave comments there or u can leave comments in my blog..
check this webbie..
http://www.shinjisoon.blogspot.com/
take care peeps..=)

2008-10-23T00:02:00.004+08:00

its past midnight now and i noe most of the peeps are slping coz of the nice weather..
im going to do that soon after i blog..
coz i need to wake up at 6am coz my freaking lesson starts at 8am where as in the 1st place its supposed to start at 9am..
but well..

had been thinking loads of thing recently..
theres good and bad in it..
wondering if im going to make the right decisions..
and did i make the correct choices to some of the things that are done..
there is no prefect anwers to anything in life..
coz theres always an second option to it..
just that do we know it or not..
am i going to set my mind to do this??
its tough.. but i have too..
do i have a choice?? mayb i have.. but will i overcome it and settle it??
i dun think so.. but i have too..
coz there are soOo many things that i need to do and settle..
projects are starting to pile up.. work loads are up too..
so i really need to sit down and have some slience moments to myself to plan and settle everything..
sort out everything so that i will have time for this and that..

okie..
i'll continue this other day.. (provided i remb)
lets talk about other things..
went to NUS for dinner with my gals..
coz its been a long time since we had dinner there..
and we're freaking full..=)
headed down to imm to get some of our stuffs before heading hme..
it nvr fail to have fun & laugher with my gals..
heres the pics and its zi pai-ing time for us..
hahaha..=)

the normal pics of us..
and here comes our act cute pics..=)

and the grp pics..

and lastly, our phone had this totally cool function..
and we get our hands on it and tried..
and we played like nobody business..
coz its fun and here the pics using some special effects..=)

havin sore throat, flu and headache now...

off to my bed..=)

2008-10-17T23:39:00.002+08:00

看我多么的好。。
在十二点之前到家为了就是祝贺阿威生日快乐。。
希望你美梦成真。。
在今天玩的开心点。。
是时候长大了。。
不可以在像小孩了。。(偷老婆的台词。。)
哈哈哈哈。。
在次祝你生日快乐。。

2008-10-16T21:14:00.003+08:00

AGRRRRRRRRRR.....
already didnt like my time table coz its the 1st time i end lesson at 6pm for the past years in poly..
den this is the 1st sem dat i have lesson till 6pm..
this is still okie..
im fine with it...
BUT the worse thing is that..
on tues i have lesson at 10am..
and the STUPID lecturer said to change the timing to 9am..
and 2day went for lecture..
she wasnt there coz she gt some competition going on..
and heard from the relief lecturer that nxt wk tml lecture start at 0815am which my lesson start at 9am..
F*** lor.. damn stupid lor..
keep changing our timetable for nth..
if change to a later time im fine.. but its nt.. its changing to a damn ealry timing..
OMG..
have to wake up damn freaking early..
but nt as early as wife..
but its still freaking ealry lahz..
gving us all the shit at the final yr..
dun even noe its heng or what lor..
when for movies with wife,wx,sl&zw before headin for hme..
tml have another 3 hrs break..
what am i going to do..
i dun noe.. will see tml..
oh ya..
wanna wish someone a very happy bday 1st..
coz im nt sure if im going to blog tml..
::生日快乐!!阿威!!::
希望你的梦想会成真!!!

2008-10-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

im in the mist of a meeting but im blogging..
coz my mind is a little tired.. so i need 2 do smt to wake it up before i continue listening to it..
using my frends lappie to blog..
yupyup.. i noe i haven been blogging for sometime..
but before i go into it.. i need to wish someone a very happy bday!!!
::Happy Birthday Chun How!!!::
may all your wishes come true and all the best in everything u do!!!

okie.. back 2 my post..
as u all noe.. i have a SUBERB memory.. so i cant really remb most of the things..
but theres a few words that i need to mention..
"KUKU" is the word that make me smile..
"SORRY" is the word that make me feel bad..
"GAN DONG" is the word that happen during the past few days...

last day of work on friday and i agree that time passes damn fast..
its a blink of an eye that 2 months had past and its my last day of work..
was touched by the peeps there..
wanna thank Angela,Karen,Meng Lee,Jelene,Marie,Eileen,SiLin,Ester,Ruby,Sheris and Debra for the guidence, pressie and treats you guys had given me..
i really did learnt smt and i had fun too..
thanks for everything..=)

and yes.. school just re-open just ytd..
its been a long time since i steped into school..
coz i have been having attachment and all so i dont need to go back to school unless theres a class meeting..
so after for soOO long, i stepped back into campus..
its seemed soOo unfamilar but i noe i will get used to it..
coz i'll be staying in school for another sem..
or i can say im getting used to it le..
lesson was a little boring on mon..
coz mayb i was tired so lesson doesnt seemed interesting..
but i meet up with my guys for lunch and its been a long time since i saw them..
i do miss them lahz and its great seeing them..

as for the lesson 2day..
had the same teacher for the whole day..
its was okie lahz.. coz its a module just like RP..
they give u a question and the solution u have to find it urself and present it to the lecturer..
find loads of ppl 4 help coz we dun really understand..
wanna thank all those for helping us..
u guys have been a great help..
went to panjang after lessons before heading here 4 a meeting..
oh ya.. i saw da ge da too.. hahha..
1st week of school looks a bit slacking but i guess nxt wk is the week where everything start..
CIAO peeps..
take care guys..=))

2008-10-05T20:25:00.003+08:00

back blogging..
didnt went out today..
coz dun noe where to go ar and besides has been goin out late for de past few days..
so i decided to stay at hme and sleep and rest..
but as u all noe ar.. im not a stay at hme person..
but.. no choice, coz i dun noe where to go and im lazy..
so i just stayed at hme and rot..

went out with scb ytd..
and we had our shopping spree..
dats cool!! coz its been a long time since i went shopping le..
coz i was soOo busy with my stuffs and office work too..
co didnt have the time to go shopping..
headed down to bugis and had lunch cum dinner there..
it was my treat.. coz i need to thank her for smt..(she noes what is it)
coz if without her help, i dont think im able to settle it..
so i really need to thank her..
so treated her at a HK cafe..
i think im soOO in love with the yuen yang le..
coz its a mixture of coffee and tea..
and these are jus 2 of my favourite drinks..
went shopping after that..
u can see from the bags..
actually there are more.. its just that i stuff some of them into the bags..
bought things for myself and for my frends too..
coz some of them having their bday soon..
so some it is is their presents..
bought a bag and 2 shirts..
but there are still stuffs that i haven buy..
coz school is re-opening soon..
so.. shopping for things are needed now..
but im happy coz i went shopping..
though its just a simple stuffs like shopping..
but im happy and content with it..
and scb bought things too.. though she said that she wouldnt buy..
but i told her.. its impossibe lahz..
and its true.. coz she bought stuffs too..
oh ya.. i wanna say too..
is it my eyes problem ar what..
coz everywhere a went i see this..
the stuff toys which is in the second row..
or it is a trend that they are back again..
but too bad..
there wasnt a pink colour care bear..(wife and li will noe what i mean)
but i think that its back to the trend again and nt my eyes playing a trick on me..

went out with my gals the other day..
as usual.. its was a last min meeting..
coz wife wanna buy a pressie for JJ..
so went with her.. called li along too and nt forgetting out lead, JJ..
coz he went too..
had dinner there and went to see his present while wating for his mom to come and pick him up..
went to coffee bean for a talking session..

me and li with our dou ji yan where wife cant do it..
if you see the pics below, you can see someone trying to be in the pics..
but she didnt make it the first few times..
but finally she did it..

same goes for the pics below..

not forgetting her where she loves to do that..
till then..